Toronto's (WHITE TRASH FAT BASTARD) mayor to skip Gay Pride parade.
I know I could just jump on the bandwagon and start to scream and yell outside of City Hall. I could whine how the man shouldn't skip Gay Pride Toronto. FIRST he is not GAY, SECOND he is a FAT BASTARD so the parade route might be a bit long for him. As he did want to stop having Marathons in the City as well, little HUMPTY DUMPTY wants to sit at the cottage eating a bag of chips and maybe not end up in EMERGENCY from HEAT STROKE OR AN ACTUALLY STROKE. (I now know what I am going to ask Baby Jesus tonight in my prays before I go to sleep)
I agree he should at least have gone to raising the flag to show that the city supports one of it largest festivals, thus that means MONEY for the city. I as a gay man don't even go to the parade or events, but understand why and how to appropriately act in regards to others that do enjoy themselves. BUT is it any fucking surprise you whiny Toronto Citizens, he has said openly homophobic statements, stated you can't catch HIV unless you are gay or a drug user, (let me remind you he heads a street youth Organization) and you BASTARDS voted him into OFFICE. So the ONE MILLION people that go to PRIDE WHERE WERE YOU ON VOTING DAY?
If you want to protest this, find out where ROB FORD"S Cottage is and lets party next door all weekend
Tuesday, 28 June 2011
Saturday, 25 June 2011
MetroSEXUAL BASHING
Metrosexual Bashing
Scene - two MetroSEXUALS sit with backs against wall on floor of Eaton Center (MALL in Toronto) There are two Police Officers questioning a fierce black queen and his little mute Asian friend
Why did, I beat him up, Sir
he looks like a fag, and he's not!
My boyfriend and I hate those metrosexuals.
What's wrong with that, if he looks like a gay man and and he's not, Sir?
He has more lipstick on than my sister.
Sir, I believe that is blood on his lips.
Whatever!
You can't tell if they are fags or not.
If your straight look straight.
Don't clip your chest hair,
shop less at the cosmetics counter
Look, he's even crying like a little girl, you want your mommy?
Sir, please lower your voice.
if I see one more of those with an amber combie and finch bag their all dead meat.
Fags don't shop their anymore,
There shouldn't flaunt themselves like that
their just asking
for a beating,
Those metros, all smell like papaya and coconut
its nauseating
they all just smell like fruits.
Oh My God, there is another one.
(Little Asian boyfriend takes of running past the police, does a baseball slide from behind the second Metrosexual COUPLE. He grabs the bag and those it over the railing to the lower level and takes off running out of the mall.
One of the police states,
Man that little guy is quick on his feet.
One of the metros sitting on the floor states.
Don't you mean light on his feet Sir.
Black queen, looks down,
I don't think you have enough rouge on those checks of yours! (and starts slapping his across the face)
Sir, Sir, Sir we will have to take you in,
Don't touch me, this is gucci.
Friday, 24 June 2011
Thursday, 23 June 2011
Saw this poster om Gerrard Street East
They carry the VIRUS as well, it is insanity. Woman say they are Complex, they are just confused by their emotions.
In the East end of Toronto they yell, "They are Strong Confident Woman", it doesn't make sense because their self-esteem is in the toilet along with their fetish "Scat" Its the most degrading fetish and they get excited when it rain as the east end has all the water treatment plants.
I need some fucking help, I hate the city I have lived in since I was 22 I am going to be 40 this year. I would most prefer to get out of Canada completely. I have lost faith in my police, my leadership and my peers here.
juniorBRUNA
also known as
christopher thomas thornborrow
a.k.a
I AM VIRUS
Monday, 20 June 2011
If anyone from Toronto comes to my Blog
I live in the East End of Toronto, spent the morning down on Kew Beach (Ashbridges Bay). I sat as i listened to woman talking over everyone eat the beach. They weren't on the beach but just WATCHING everyone and commenting on them, not always polite "Lady Like" comments.
I endure this everywhere I go in this city. Woman that think they have the right to try to yelling and harass people into doing and living the lives they think is best for them.
I have been waiting for help, emailing out and no one wants to help me in this run down city of Toronto, the bottom of the barrel in Canada, and now my feelings for Canada waivers.
As I do live in NDP JACK LAYTON's riding so the homophobic HATE speech and Anti HIV HATE speech, ANTI Black and ANTI immigrant HATE speech must be his supporters.
I need find out who these woman are they go from saying they are Private Investigators to police Blah blah blah...I don't care they are slandering me and others in this City because we live breath try to be the best at everything we do. It makes them feel bad about themselves.
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I am living this hell in front of you all.
In a living hell, living it out,
In front of you all,
Mocked at every moment,
By you all,
God why have you done this to me?
Left trapped
inside these four walls,
To live out this hell,
In front of more than just you,
but, In front of them all,
Left in pain,
Left on my leather couch,
That is as cold as them all,
and their stare,
That portal into my most personal place,
My wounds,
My pain,
My living hell
Being lived out,
In front of you all.
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Some people say I connect or try to connect to many dots. People tell me things and then try to change what they say or deny it was ever said. Sometimes I think I am the only sane person in Toronto or even Canada. Below is a thought and some connected dots.
The first is called EVIL.
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Have you ever had your mind stretched to its limit of inward thinking,
Have you ever had to try to understand, what it is, is not?
Thinking that you are trapped inside your mind and lost to the world of insanity?
EVIL
What is EVIL?
Some if not all the people I knew a few years ago, will say nothing to me today.
I have had said to me "How could he not have known, we were REALLY there?"
Having to contemplate your own sanity? Have you actually had to sit and think you have lost your mind? and that all the voices around you are not real.
You ask your friends can you hear that, and after you he no, I don't hear anything, I don't hear anything over and over and over again. The mist no be real.
If everyone you know doesn't hear anything and only you do, then they must be VOICES IN YOUR MIND.
That's INSANE, you have become insane.
No, it was just a joke. The voices were people you had known, they just wanted to play a joke.
They were not voices of people I knew, they just knew how I was and my friends.
After I sat and listened to the chatter, and looked deep into myself and my mind, I saw, I was the SAME as when I started this path From SANITY to INSANITY and back again. I was SANE than so I am still NOW.
in ADDITION after I found more people, that this had been done.
1. put in mental ward lock up for 72 hours , left city for another, the VOICES in his head stopped or learned FRENCH (he doesn't speak French), He realized the WOMAN'S Voices in Toronto were real. His new city much quieter.
2.Contemplated suicide, instead left Toronto, I asked what is it like where you are now, "Very Quite"
3. put in mental ward for 72 hours, COMMITTED suicide. His boyfriend told me none of the medication would stop all the VOICES.
4. now passed away from natural causes, (Cancer) just thought it was the police everywhere watching him
Some think its the police, some think they are insane, some think it didn't happen at all, now they all recant their stories because they are scared to be deemed mentally unstable and go back to another 72 hour lock up in the mental ward or have what has happened to me, no one talks to you anymore from than because they all say I am insane.
I endure this everywhere I go in this city. Woman that think they have the right to try to yelling and harass people into doing and living the lives they think is best for them.
I have been waiting for help, emailing out and no one wants to help me in this run down city of Toronto, the bottom of the barrel in Canada, and now my feelings for Canada waivers.
As I do live in NDP JACK LAYTON's riding so the homophobic HATE speech and Anti HIV HATE speech, ANTI Black and ANTI immigrant HATE speech must be his supporters.
I need find out who these woman are they go from saying they are Private Investigators to police Blah blah blah...I don't care they are slandering me and others in this City because we live breath try to be the best at everything we do. It makes them feel bad about themselves.
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I am living this hell in front of you all.
In a living hell, living it out,
In front of you all,
Mocked at every moment,
By you all,
God why have you done this to me?
Left trapped
inside these four walls,
To live out this hell,
In front of more than just you,
but, In front of them all,
Left in pain,
Left on my leather couch,
That is as cold as them all,
and their stare,
That portal into my most personal place,
My wounds,
My pain,
My living hell
Being lived out,
In front of you all.
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Some people say I connect or try to connect to many dots. People tell me things and then try to change what they say or deny it was ever said. Sometimes I think I am the only sane person in Toronto or even Canada. Below is a thought and some connected dots.
The first is called EVIL.
-------------------------------------------------
Have you ever had your mind stretched to its limit of inward thinking,
Have you ever had to try to understand, what it is, is not?
Thinking that you are trapped inside your mind and lost to the world of insanity?
EVIL
What is EVIL?
Some if not all the people I knew a few years ago, will say nothing to me today.
I have had said to me "How could he not have known, we were REALLY there?"
Having to contemplate your own sanity? Have you actually had to sit and think you have lost your mind? and that all the voices around you are not real.
You ask your friends can you hear that, and after you he no, I don't hear anything, I don't hear anything over and over and over again. The mist no be real.
If everyone you know doesn't hear anything and only you do, then they must be VOICES IN YOUR MIND.
That's INSANE, you have become insane.
No, it was just a joke. The voices were people you had known, they just wanted to play a joke.
They were not voices of people I knew, they just knew how I was and my friends.
After I sat and listened to the chatter, and looked deep into myself and my mind, I saw, I was the SAME as when I started this path From SANITY to INSANITY and back again. I was SANE than so I am still NOW.
in ADDITION after I found more people, that this had been done.
1. put in mental ward lock up for 72 hours , left city for another, the VOICES in his head stopped or learned FRENCH (he doesn't speak French), He realized the WOMAN'S Voices in Toronto were real. His new city much quieter.
2.Contemplated suicide, instead left Toronto, I asked what is it like where you are now, "Very Quite"
3. put in mental ward for 72 hours, COMMITTED suicide. His boyfriend told me none of the medication would stop all the VOICES.
4. now passed away from natural causes, (Cancer) just thought it was the police everywhere watching him
Some think its the police, some think they are insane, some think it didn't happen at all, now they all recant their stories because they are scared to be deemed mentally unstable and go back to another 72 hour lock up in the mental ward or have what has happened to me, no one talks to you anymore from than because they all say I am insane.
Sunday, 19 June 2011
ReWrite of am ElectroSONG
you use to be a friend of mine, I can't stop my fascination
its been a cold day since the first day I met you, with you.
when you did, what you do to me,
its been a cold day,
since the first time
we met
what you do to me,
watching with those jealous eyes,
you were a lonely child,
Your father said, she's not mine, I can't stop my fascination
you were a friend of mine , with you.
what you do is,
make me,
want to cry,
you brought me misery,
from the first time, you did what you did,
to me,
it makes me want to,
cry.
won't die. that fascination, you have
what you do to me, won't die.
do what you do,
put me in misery,
tried to make me want to cry,
you make me want to die, all I can do is cry.
what you did to me. won't die, that fascination.
makes me, want to die.
you're still a lonely child, since the first, day , that you stole of mine.
you tried,
you tried to make me cry,
than die.
so do what you do to me,
bring the misery, you will everyday till you, die,
bring the lonely day, you cried, alone till you die.
you made me try to cry.
UN backs gay rights for first time ever
Associated Press
UN backs gay rights for first time ever
By FRANK JORDANS , 06.17.11, 03:38 PM EDT
GENEVA -- The United Nations endorsed the rights of gay, lesbian and transgender people for the first time ever Friday, passing a resolution hailed as historic by the U.S. and other backers and decried by African and Muslim countries.
The declaration was cautiously worded, expressing "grave concern" about abuses because of sexual orientation and commissioning a global report on discrimination against gays.
Following tense negotiations, members of the Geneva-based U.N. Human Rights Council narrowly voted in favor of the declaration put forward by South Africa, with 23 votes in favor and 19 against.
Backers included the U.S., the European Union, Brazil and other Latin American countries. Those against included Russia, Saudi Arabia, Nigeria and Pakistan. China, Burkina Faso and Zambia abstained, Kyrgyzstan didn't vote and Libya was suspended from the rights body earlier.
The Obama administration has been pushing for gay rights both domestically and internationally.
In March, the U.S. issued a nonbinding declaration in favor of gay rights that gained the support of more than 80 countries at the U.N. In addition, Congress recently repealed the ban on gays openly serving in the military, and the Obama administration said it would no longer defend the constitutionality of the U.S. law that bars federal recognition of same-sex marriage.
Segments taken from; http://www.forbes.com/feeds/ap/2011/06/17/general-un-un-gay-rights_8522363.html
Music, just Music SOME of it is, Some tracks relate to something in my life?
Green Velvet "Stalker" I have a few of these in Toronto right now, still looking for help to get them away from me.
Officer, Officer....GET HER and her Dirty Bird Friends, Please and Thank-you
I thought I might get this from the Canadian GAYS, but NO!
Saturday, 18 June 2011
HATE CRIME in CANADA
In 2008 an increase of 35% rise in HATE CRIME in Canada. In 2009 42% rise in HATE CRIME in Canada. Based on less than half of all HATE CRIME reported. If only 4 in 10 cases reported to police, this must mean that HATE CRIME in Canada is up closer to 90%.
Canadian Police Services reported 1,473 hate crimes in 2009, up by 437 incidents. That came on the heels of a 35 per cent increase in 2008.
Over half (54%) of police-reported hate crimes in 2009 were motivated by race or ethnicity, 29% by religion and 13% by sexual orientation. The largest increase was among those motivated by religion, which rose 55% in 2009.
Violent offences, such as assault, accounted for about 4 in 10 hate crimes reported by police. Violent offences were particularly more common among hate crimes motivated by Sexual Orientation.
The number of police-reported hate crimes against all racial groups rose in 2009. Blacks continued to be the most commonly targeted racial group. 7 in 10 religiously-motivated hate crimes were committed against the Jewish faith in 2009.
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http://www.justice.gc.ca/eng/pi/rs/rep-rap/1995/wd95_11-dt95_11/p4_3.html
Classifying hate crime incidents in this way has at least two important negative consequences. First, it diminishes the importance of hate crimes by lumping them together with other, far less malign incidents of vandalism. Spray-painting swastikas on headstones is treated, in terms of the Criminal Code charge against an individual, in the same way as a teenager who spray-paints his initials on a school wall, although the social harm (and the culpability of the offender) is considerably greater. Even the word "mischief" has a popular connotation of a very minor offence. The term "vandalism" is not much better: it conjures up images of graffiti on subway trains, and implies an act that is relatively trivial, and rather mindless (see Wolfgang, Figlio, Tracy and Singer, 1985). Hate crimes are clearly more serious and, far from being mindless, are purposively directed at specific targets, and reflect a definite ideology of hatred (see Hamm, 1994).
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Vandilism to a private home is not considered HATE CRIME if it is just property damage. The police will state the person that damaged the property may not have known that the people that lived or owns the proptery is of another race, religon or sexual orientation. Vandilism has to have some type of writing making reference to that group or a building that is visibly associted with that group, ie a church or mosque.
So being a visible person in my city and people knowing who I am may give them a loop hole not to be charged with HATE CRIME but just public mischief.
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Canadian Police Services reported 1,473 hate crimes in 2009, up by 437 incidents. That came on the heels of a 35 per cent increase in 2008.
Over half (54%) of police-reported hate crimes in 2009 were motivated by race or ethnicity, 29% by religion and 13% by sexual orientation. The largest increase was among those motivated by religion, which rose 55% in 2009.
Violent offences, such as assault, accounted for about 4 in 10 hate crimes reported by police. Violent offences were particularly more common among hate crimes motivated by Sexual Orientation.
The number of police-reported hate crimes against all racial groups rose in 2009. Blacks continued to be the most commonly targeted racial group. 7 in 10 religiously-motivated hate crimes were committed against the Jewish faith in 2009.
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http://www.justice.gc.ca/eng/pi/rs/rep-rap/1995/wd95_11-dt95_11/p4_3.html
Disproportionate Harm: Hate Crime in Canada
4. DISCUSSION (cont'd)
4.7 Classification of Hate Crimes
4. DISCUSSION (cont'd)
4.7 Classification of Hate Crimes
The way in which hate crimes are currently classified by the criminal justice system diminishes our awareness of the impact of these crimes. To take but a single example, consider one of the most common forms of hate or bias crimes: defacing religious symbols. There have been many instances over the past few years of the desecration of Jewish cemeteries both here and in Europe.[24] These incidents have been classified as mischief. According to Section 430. (1) of the Criminal Code, "Every one commits mischief who wilfully (a) destroys or damages property".Classifying hate crime incidents in this way has at least two important negative consequences. First, it diminishes the importance of hate crimes by lumping them together with other, far less malign incidents of vandalism. Spray-painting swastikas on headstones is treated, in terms of the Criminal Code charge against an individual, in the same way as a teenager who spray-paints his initials on a school wall, although the social harm (and the culpability of the offender) is considerably greater. Even the word "mischief" has a popular connotation of a very minor offence. The term "vandalism" is not much better: it conjures up images of graffiti on subway trains, and implies an act that is relatively trivial, and rather mindless (see Wolfgang, Figlio, Tracy and Singer, 1985). Hate crimes are clearly more serious and, far from being mindless, are purposively directed at specific targets, and reflect a definite ideology of hatred (see Hamm, 1994).
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Vandilism to a private home is not considered HATE CRIME if it is just property damage. The police will state the person that damaged the property may not have known that the people that lived or owns the proptery is of another race, religon or sexual orientation. Vandilism has to have some type of writing making reference to that group or a building that is visibly associted with that group, ie a church or mosque.
So being a visible person in my city and people knowing who I am may give them a loop hole not to be charged with HATE CRIME but just public mischief.
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Preventing Hate Crime And Profiling Hate Crime Offenders ...
by JF Anderson - Cited by 6 - Related articles Moreover, other victims of hate crime can also be Whites who are associated .... Some experts believe that hate crimes increase during tough economic times, ... They learn to view these people and groups as less than human. .... civil rights legislation and affirmative action policies to correct pass injustices, ... www.questia.com/googleScholar.qst?docId=5000644850 -------------------------------------------------------------------- There are some that say there is always a rise in HATE CRIME agaisnt a group that has won its fight for CIVIL RIGHTS, in any country in the world. Be it African American Civil Rights Movement in the 1960's, the most visible backlash. In Canada it is a rise in Hate TOWARDS gay men and woman. We here can marry and adopt . My own personal expirence, of HATE directed to me in the last three years in Toronto. As well during the Gay Flag raising for Gay Pride last year, I sat as a woman chanted "REVOKE CIVIL RIGHTS". |
Friday, 3 June 2011
Comparing Two
I went into a whirlwind the other day, which set off a lingering cold thought which gave me time to stay off line and think.
I had posted a youTUBE voice recording on my facebook account by Karen Finley. I guess I offended someone on my friends list. The post was Karen Finley's Karen Finley-An Act Of Conscience, from A Certain Level of Denial
I thought that in the 30 years of AIDS it could be used as a comparison to what I see as the world of HIV today. A man one year older than myself stated in an email, thanks for the memories. I have had many friends pass away, non to AIDS in today's World of HIV.
In turn he offered this contemporary artist as what he saw as a good comparison to Karen Finley.
Her website http://www.diamandagalas.com/ Her name (Die a Man or Die Amanda)
This particular section sent me into a whirlwind among some posted above it in her writings. Particularly the section taken from the Bible. (The Plague or Unclean)
Updating the Plague and the Mass: PRAYERS FOR THE INFIDEL, by Diamanda Galás
Conference presentation, Concordia University, October 2009
Looking back, at my reaction to getting this suggestion of a representation of HIV today. I realize it was not, that it is not an accurate interpretation of today's thought and social moods. The reaction was rooted in the closeness and similarities surrounding myself at that time.
In addition to the reference to this artist were postings and pictures on my friends facebook account. Pictures of him wrapped in caution tape, as I did have had caution tape tied to my apartment door knob once. As well the house I live in currently has been MARKED with a red X on the front door, and three orange pylons blocking the front walkway from the street to the door.
As well of a single post, had me almost ripping the door off heading out the door. "Why oh why can I not help from looking" with his photos of peep holes he shared on facebook. The forms of STIGMA and the forms it took it harassment, all for myself just had to many similarities. Both in the artist's writing and the posts on my friend's facebook profile.
A couple years at this point have passed. With no clear idea to whom had started their STIGMA of myself. How and where the information of my personal life was being collected. What I refer to as my emotional raping. The rape of my personal world still fresh in my thoughts and not scrubbed in the shower stall, soiled to my soul, not by me but by others staring as far as they could, to the inside.
I hate to say this, but as time has past, it may be POLITICALLY INCORRECT. I have a feeling I am not just being harassed only by straight woman but as I will call them, First Generation AIDS victims (fags). That show the physical scares of HIV, in their minds and bodies are scared to see. There is a breed of us out there, that don't show these earlier scares. We are not ashamed, we are still proud, still want to be, part of this world. The physically markings are not there and we are not glared at to hide depressed and thus forced to feel ashamed. It may be that first generation AIDS thinks, we need to feel what they went through. We shouldn't get off so easily.
I am still trying to find out has who emotionally raped me. Was it as well from inside my own community.
I had posted a youTUBE voice recording on my facebook account by Karen Finley. I guess I offended someone on my friends list. The post was Karen Finley's Karen Finley-An Act Of Conscience, from A Certain Level of Denial
I thought that in the 30 years of AIDS it could be used as a comparison to what I see as the world of HIV today. A man one year older than myself stated in an email, thanks for the memories. I have had many friends pass away, non to AIDS in today's World of HIV.
In turn he offered this contemporary artist as what he saw as a good comparison to Karen Finley.
Her website http://www.diamandagalas.com/ Her name (Die a Man or Die Amanda)
This particular section sent me into a whirlwind among some posted above it in her writings. Particularly the section taken from the Bible. (The Plague or Unclean)
Updating the Plague and the Mass: PRAYERS FOR THE INFIDEL, by Diamanda Galás
Conference presentation, Concordia University, October 2009
Looking back, at my reaction to getting this suggestion of a representation of HIV today. I realize it was not, that it is not an accurate interpretation of today's thought and social moods. The reaction was rooted in the closeness and similarities surrounding myself at that time.
In addition to the reference to this artist were postings and pictures on my friends facebook account. Pictures of him wrapped in caution tape, as I did have had caution tape tied to my apartment door knob once. As well the house I live in currently has been MARKED with a red X on the front door, and three orange pylons blocking the front walkway from the street to the door.
As well of a single post, had me almost ripping the door off heading out the door. "Why oh why can I not help from looking" with his photos of peep holes he shared on facebook. The forms of STIGMA and the forms it took it harassment, all for myself just had to many similarities. Both in the artist's writing and the posts on my friend's facebook profile.
A couple years at this point have passed. With no clear idea to whom had started their STIGMA of myself. How and where the information of my personal life was being collected. What I refer to as my emotional raping. The rape of my personal world still fresh in my thoughts and not scrubbed in the shower stall, soiled to my soul, not by me but by others staring as far as they could, to the inside.
I hate to say this, but as time has past, it may be POLITICALLY INCORRECT. I have a feeling I am not just being harassed only by straight woman but as I will call them, First Generation AIDS victims (fags). That show the physical scares of HIV, in their minds and bodies are scared to see. There is a breed of us out there, that don't show these earlier scares. We are not ashamed, we are still proud, still want to be, part of this world. The physically markings are not there and we are not glared at to hide depressed and thus forced to feel ashamed. It may be that first generation AIDS thinks, we need to feel what they went through. We shouldn't get off so easily.
I am still trying to find out has who emotionally raped me. Was it as well from inside my own community.
Being Anonymous
| Anonymous defends hacking activity | Last Modified: 05 Mar 2011 19:33 GMT |
| 'Hacktivist' group Anonymous says it breaks laws, but only for the greater good. |
Anonymous, or Anon, is a movement made up of a number of nameless internet activists from around the world.
For many, the 'hacktivist' group has become the face of the new cyber-war against oppressive governments and all-powerful corporates. Others say the group's actions are reckless.
Describing itself as "the freedom of speech, the freedom of information and the freedom of expression taken to a logical extreme," Anon says it breaks laws, but only for the greater good.
Video - http://english.aljazeera.net/video/americas/2011/03/201135165517786219.html
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