I will give you some of this sweet pain, its a beautiful thing.
Believe in me,
This pain will set you free,
that I must inflict on you today.
You thought I had lost my mind again,
I just got back from across the line
insane from the pain,
I remember how you like the hurt and to see people in pain.
it use to make you happy once, lets see if you feel the same , today
As i travel back again across the line
with more knowledge and sight, asked for and granted to me
I am ready to join you in ONE'S sweet pain
Its worth societies shame of how I became free.
Internalized hate from the gays, still living in yesterday.
That missed the boat to sail into the sunset,
Free
from what is expected be safe, Clean
to leave, stay hidden, I am told don't leave this place
to do nothing but lay down my head, cry why me, and die not looking so pretty,
with our heads decapitated, rolling
Duck, Duck go.
Forever and ever, Nevermore Amen
like that pair named Adam and Eve
should have ate way back, when?
hit back, defend me
instead you left me
emaciated and drained of everything, that was me four years before
I almost did die laying on that couch.
When I was blind to all that is around me
We broke the rules, they call me a cheat
I paid the price, no worries I can afford it, I just make everything look easy
thats why you all Hate me, thank you, again today
we fuck all night and walk the streets still announcing
ME!
Its me still.
Its still about me
We are all here,
Still prettier than you, even with this HIV,
The darkness entered my live, now I know why they tried to kill me
I am the other side of One
No need to Hate me , as you already do ,thank-you,
but you have left my life , already
I was here before, the HYME
came into me
I never went anywhere, just crossed into the darkness
You left me standing on the street corner,
cold, you are
screaming, no one listening, but me
Even though the sun lit the sky like never before,
The darkness feel over me,
I see, not only me, but all that is surrounding, never seen before in this living Hell
that has been pushed into me
You could not have missed me standing there waiting, for you to take my hand,
whispering,
is that how you missed me
how he missed you
You are found
and
They found me
Screaming, now take my hand
No pleads or apologies needed
I will take you back across the line,as you do for me as well
We are mirror images of each other
Both sides have acknowledged the other
You left me standing there on the street corner.
Why did you go? Leaving me alone.
I don't belong here standing on the edge of this life, alone
staring at all of you, with them laughing.
The end of the world approaches, as we all know it
I never went anywhere that curb approached me , instead of you,
I die in a place I have never seen before
the day after I was left screaming on the corner, where did you all go
home?
I never was suppose to stand this close, to the truth,
alone,
looking both ways, Why did you all go?
Standing right behind waiting, ready to cross over side by side, as One
remember the curb is approaching us, no need
Two worlds are not colliding they are to become ONE
No help needed to cross this street anymore, never seen before.
I am left standing on the street corner alone
To make the decision,
To cross both ways. Still not looking I am, we're not alone
In the darkness we get the other side of this life
I never have experienced, not alone
Standing contemplating.
What is best.
Me waiting in vain for you to return, to this street corner.
Take my hand I command you as you me.
My true marriage awaits you all
We have spoke and pronounced, as we each others side of ONE.
Its hidden in the pills, the answer to the question, the map to safely cross that street
When I pop those pills, say AIDS Away.
Fewer in number than your vitamins B12, vitamin e , d, m, (EDUM)
f z x c, so many
you swallow, everyday. so many, not me. Mine actually do something
Immunized system, when did you last,
you make me sick
years ago. Or less
I am healthier than, You, as One now
I am on other side of that street corner, now somehow
Without you, wish I understood this eight years before today
Had been given the map to cross to the other side,
Still alive, I didn't Kill myself, to get here
made the decision not to look both ways before trying to cross the street.
To the other side
Now with you aware of One hold onto me on this side , with no worries
don't break make anymore mirrors, we need to see each
I want to experience love
Believe, me,
Understand me,
You never will, ,, we broke the rules.
Not until I become One with my other side.
Its begun, we've acknowledge each other
as each other's side of One.
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