In a Living Hell

I am in a living hell, living it out,
In front of you all,
Mocked at every moment,
By all,
God why have you done this to me?
Left trapped
inside these four walls,
To live out this hell,
In front of more than just you,
but, In front of them all,
Left in pain,
Left on my leather couch,
That is as cold as their stare,
Left with them looking into me
That portal into my most personal place,
My wounds,
My pain,
My living hell
Being lived out,
In front of you all.