Wednesday, 31 October 2012

Sibling Rivalry











Montreal's Mayor says it best.

"You don't judge people on allegations."

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I was just remembering back, and my first facebook was deactivated by someone other than myself....I had my oldest email account 7 years of business contacts, resume, pen pals from around the world invoices etc..the inbox deleted by NOT ME...I use to have a Hotmail account with hundreds of photos, organized by subject erased.....BY NOT ME (thank goodness I have back ups of those photos....

Tuesday, 30 October 2012

Fall of Love


No You can not slay this man.
For he is not as we see as man, or as God see as man.
He craves only those things that are earthly, not heavenly to posess
You will unleash this, him and his father unto more than the wind across this earth
and back up to heaven itself,
unto those heavenly gates once again,
where they are not welcome to pass through its golden gates.
Ascending them unto the vastness above heaven, fallen, but blessed with the beauty
of heaven and with their love, Amen
We may pearl under the weight of that axe you grip
in those two hands, steadly held above your head
gripped ready,
to fall on his neck, once blessed,
its weight fallng, carries more importance and influence
than just for you, standing next to me on this dirt, earth,
below, our feet soaked with its pain and suffering.

Think of the son of Man, and if he can survive a war twice in heaven, after this war, here
Its smoke linges in the air, still
left Man hepless, his faith shaken, but still reaady to kill his faith, still without understanding,
the need to restain, one's hand agaisnt his fellow man. You only have the answer to what is at the end of a boodied hand

It is not anything but the pain that urges him, he is still in control of himself, restain think of the consequence,
to you soul and its connection to the energy as it leaves its lasting effect,
of yesterday
in a day war fell to the earth and he lost himself
extended memory of what he was before ,
weaked,
You're ready to severe this man's head.
Blind to why he stands, defending his words.
if you understand what make s a man let a tear settle on his lip
The usueless of the action is apart and he would never have had to lay the axe down ,
as it would have never been rasied in the first place,
Out of the blindeeness of pain. No willingness try to understand the action and before
you place sin on yourself, .
hold strong and do not unleash the power inside your arms,
remeber the words of our lord ,settle yourself, and be forgiving of others sins
so your sins can be forgiven as well, judgemnt left silent
A blow from that axe is more than his head, laid to death on this land
understand, you are not seeing him,
he wants you to kill and decapicate.
he is eternal, and needs the sin of man to free, him again from this earthly place.
Where he was placed purposely, fallen from grace he is,
don't be fooled by that tortured face
that is not anything but, a smirked he branishes on you, from behind those eyes
disguised as helplessness and a need to die.
He cries lies, , to hide, himself,
he lies to us all, to kill his mortal self
to rise again to heaven, don't sin on him, he is an eternal one
that craves sin, free him
and we may all perish from your single sin
that will also be an eternal sin for all.
yes forgiven that sin
but itwill be remebered it effects the balance of God and heaven
influences it still
felt as it did take place,
in your face
to the kingdom of heraven
that is what he wants from us.
Are deaths and sins
his here, will be his rebirth,
don't you see,

sin is all he wants and is him,
that is why he lays so still, below your knees
he craves it
don't grant him that wish
don't deliver that axe on him.
I plead you be still,

He bleeds like all of us, he can't be immortal as you say
its trickery.
He pains not menatally or pyshically, see.

What are you priest?
Its him? The one from beneath,
No,,, one that sits right beside that damned throne,
not the golden one
he yearns for his father to sit upon, don't unleash (again)
evil unto us all, even heaven itself.
You hold it in your hands,
the ability to unleash war unto the heavens above (again)
Do you see him yet?
That axe can can unleash agony for all of us.






I say than gut him like the swine that runith in the hills
Let him bleed to death, if he is immortal,
that will only pain and drain him of his yearning for earthly things,
and leave him still here for us to play with.

Who states this?
Which one of us?

Cold, evil is among us, blurred is our vision,
more trickery?
To What,
Kill him!

Stop.






I am nothing but a man that has failed God,
And worse failed my fellow man, that stands right beside me
Still
left with no understanding, of God's will
but understands my failling to you all.
I am not allowed to take my own life,
I may have failed today,
but I haven't failed for eternty,
Don't leave me with no choice but to take my own life.
I need to ask for God's forgivness in person,
I need his own hands upon my head.
Blessed, as I confess and ask for forgicvness
Please give me the chance to have that,
you understand me not her, she is in a lost mind,
in grief the eyes can be blurred with a smoke that rises from a smoldering hate.
Her vision may not be clear
she sees evil now all around hear, - that is she,
weakened, with hate.
not a judgment, or a failing, to look the right way. There is a haze over this entire place
Even I was blind.
I am tormented in not seeing the true evil that was out there and alllowing it to occur.
I was blind not only to my faith , but my fairth made me blind
to all that could be out there in the distance. waiting
My faith is not shaken in my fellow man, or my savior our lord,
but only in myself.
Everytime I look at myself I will see their blood,
spilling into the earth, (on to this LAND, EARTH)
forgive me Man of God, and so do this for me,
U forgive me if you set me free from this moment,
to asend to heaven, not for a second time, but a first to
ask for
forgiveness for my blindness.
And confess my sin that is so great it brings me right to his own feet. Let me see the glory of heaven and let God decide, in person if my person should reside with him in the (everlasting) glory of heaven forgived for my sin or damn to hell for eternty for failing him , not you all.
Here standing on this dirt of earth.





He lies,
He pulls away from me, in pain,
I haven'tt even touched him,
he lies,
He jerks aweay,

we are not allowed to ttouch him, that has always been the way.
He is a vessel of God.
Its not blasmephy to touch him,
he lies to us all.
He dislikes us, he is evil, sent to corrupt us and destroy our will of God,
Our faith, he shakes from a fear of God .

Ha. ....its hurts she pokes my wounds,
evil is blinding her to purposly inflicit pain,
she blames me for all this here.
Remember God's words restain yourseelf or you allowing yourself,
to become the dark ones mistress here on earth.
Yourself.

Stop your blaphamy towards this priest or your fate will be this axe first and maybe its only action today.


Struggle starts between man and woman.......fighting breaks out in the crowd........
Damain knells, rotates slowly 360 degrees.......
poles with fire fall and engulf damin, he stands and embraces the woman......

you see to far beyond these men,
is it that you are woman?
Look into my eyes, the flames exist there already,
you have looked into my eyes for guidance for so long,
is that why you saw me.

She scream,s as she realizes she was right, but the flames engulf them both,

so fitting that I leave these earth by the Son of man's own struggle for power
To ascend
yes a second time to my kingdom of heaven,

Thank you maiden of man,
now enjoy your journey down, to meet my father,
lucifer awaits your arrival,
Man has set me free of this earthly place, by I the son of the fallen,
take your life down to where you can't be saved,
pity,
you would have made a nice addition to his follwers above, but someone now
burned by lucifer own right hand
falls below
look we waves hello

screams even loader,
he grasps your hand
it burns now, does it not hurt from his
Father!
look he smirks as well, now
How i have missed that beautiful face of yours
this glimpse of you will be enough to wait yet again
to have you in my presence to stand along your right side
where I belong
My friend, we are love.
Here's a gift for you,
difial her with all of Hell's fire
Not only filled with pain but
love.

she screams agony
we will meet again in the above.

May I....................


Saturday, 27 October 2012

Over 100 Murders Since January in Brazil

Transgender Woman Stoned to Death in Brazil

Violence against transgender people is widespread in the nation, activists say.

BY Trudy Ring

October 26 2012 9:27 PM ET

Madona, a transgender woman recently murdered in Brazil
A transgender woman in Brazil has died after being stoned by a group of attackers last week, reports Gay Star News.
The woman, who was born Amos Chagas Lima and went by the name of Madona, was pelted with cobblestones by her assailants October 19 in Aracaju, the capital of the state of the Brazilian state of Sergipe. She was admitted to a hospital and died four days later of severe head injuries. No suspects have been arrested.
Madona, who was a well-known and well-liked figure in Aracaju nightlife, is among many transgender people who have been targets of violence in Brazil, activists say.
“Trans people are the smallest and most vulnerable part of the LGBT Brazilian communities, making up a mere 10th, yet we suffer from the highest incidence of violence and murder,” Keila Simpson, president of the National Council to Combat Discrimination, told Gay Star News. “Since January we have had over 100 transgender people murdered here — that means over 10 people murdered every month. … People here in Brazil think that if they don’t like someone, like a trans person, they have a right to murder. Murders occur because they go often unpunished — simply put: Homophobic and transphobic hate is not a criminal offence.”


http://www.advocate.com/politics/transgender/2012/10/26/transgender-woman-stoned-death-brazil#.UIvBkaIJGVs.facebook

Wednesday, 24 October 2012

Is this legal?

In Toronto, in an apartment building, just north of St.Clair off of Yonge St. I knew someone in a building that pointed out to me that the management of the building(headed up by The Wind Brothers, that is the name he mentioned) has placed a camera at the end of every hallway of every floor. The cameras feed into the superintendents suite where she has a bunch of monitors in her suite and she is to check who is coming in and out of the hallways hourly.

Is this common practice in Toronto now?

The cameras are not hidden, they are in plain sight inside white boxes with a glass window front.

Monday, 22 October 2012

A Thought this Morning

I think about this situation, and I have all these rats watching me and snitching out to whomever wants to listen my life, even my private life.
Its like I have these rats peaking into a room from the there holes in the wall, wauling (definition -
  • v. - Make high-pitched, whiney noises
in there dark, hidden places. Not one of them able to entire the space, I life my life because its to bright for them. It hurts they're eyes to entire my space. So they view it from a distance. Forgetting to go live their own lives and they now think that my life previously and now is actual theirs now. With this skewed and blurred vision, they now have the right to comment and try to make my life choices.



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Welcome to Toronto, filled with a bunch of self righteous woman, that want to stop men from being men that be straight or gay.


Eviction tried on a friend.

This weekend I went for a drink with a friend. After would we went back to his place chat a bit and he told me how his apartment building management tried to evict him. He is gay and yes he is HIV positive.  I have known him for about 5 or 6 years. I was introduced to him by a friend. I have been in his apartment many times and what he told me they said to try to evict him is insane.

He told me that he had heard that some people in the building had issue with bugs or bed bugs in there apartment. He said he had never seen anything in his apartment ever but just to be proactive he thought he would have them come spray his apartment anyways. Just to be safe if they were in the building somewhere.

The process, they come once and then two weeks later again to spray. every, cupboard and draw has to be emptied and all light fixture covers have to taken off  and everything placed in the middle of the room.

At this time they came for an inspection of his unit and stated afterward ahnd gave him an eistion notice stating his apartment was dirty and messy that is the reason used to try to evit him.

It took him a month to get it worked out.

His apartment I have never seen seen dirty or messy, the most a few newspaper on the coffee table.

He is the second HIV positve man now this summer I have herad of management trying to evict and both have lived in there building for years and years.

My latest friend I mention above lives in St. Jamestown.

Friday, 19 October 2012

To All,

I would like to thank everyone that has come to take a look at my blog and returned to keep checking out my posts. A special thanks to the viewer from Tunisia, you now have made my Blog viewed on every continent in the world.

Sincere thanks to all,

junior





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Thursday, 18 October 2012

Email sent to Peter Mansbridge of CBC - The National

I sent an email after viewing on CBC News website a video of people commenting a tweets from a BC Lion player with racial slurs about Asians.

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I am in a rage this morning...Come to Toronto Ladies that are speaking in this video...You will hear woman yelling over the city....the N would for black Canadians, AIDS Bastards, Kill the fagots..Blacks are dirty....I am pissed

This has been going on for years now. I have contacted police, politicians as high as the Prime Minister himself....

I have a blogged , facebooked  etc....the media I went to was cityTV a bunch of loser local talent hacks....
They all said I was mentally unstable and said the voices I was hearing was internalized homophobia for my self and self hate. It took me about two years to drag these woman out of their rat holes to start yelling loud enough for everyone to hear there hate. Why to take the first step forward regain my sanity in the eyes of all here that oppose me..

Christopher Thomas Thornborrow, known as ..junior BRUNA and sometimes I sign my emails.

I AM VIRUS




I have finally had the insane stamped erased of the back of my hand by most who say these woman are heard only in my head and I should go to CAMH and be medicated.

poem from my time in St Jamestown

This must be hell,

I have all these voices in my head,
and they're all so stupid,
I can't even have a conversation with one of them.

The city behind the couch,
it taunts me,
wants me?
it hates me,
love it,
its alright Christopher, its alright, its alright,
what?
say to me the words to set me free,
of this little torture chamber,
the four corners of this world,
set upon me, through these walls

They no longer whisper, to me,
no more whispers in my ears,
they scream, for me,
for my blood to be spilled,
to watch me stuck like the pig I am,
and laugh as they watch me bleed, out

DE face, the face of beauty,
burn the skin off his bones,
the acid spill


Its dark inside this world
I hope to see some light again,
the sun may rise,
in the east,
but
I only look west,
lets turn around not once but twice,
shit,
I still see the sunset.

Corporate World, A world I come from

Worked for some of the top companies in the world....Dendrite Int. (leader in medical software) client Pfizer Pharmaceuticals, Marcus Evans, Leaders in Summits and Conferences Worldwide. Fidelity Investments, (one of the top fifty companies in Canada to work) client General Motors and Caterpillar.

I love the Corporate World.


Wednesday, 17 October 2012

2:28 am after reading my typos in previous post



Brace yourself for what is to come tomorrow, the next day or at some point in the near future. If you do not lie to yourself, you may just survive the wrath of God or something else that is about to come down on us all.

"This is my Voice, my weapon of choice" - Grace Jones


Realist

I first started working on this a while ago. I first posted a section of it on Saturday May 21, 2011. It still is posted on my blog. This is the final thought.

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Naturalist – I call it realist.
Based on proven experience, man is doomed by the very voice of God. He, man is a flawed object. This is evident though the first Code of Ethics and laws written previously, to the laws in place today.
The Ten Commandments, A Code of Ethics?
The Criminal Code – A Code of Conduct?
The right of individual choice or the possibility of choice. Does it exist? As, if we break the law or the code of conduct expected of us, we will either burn in hell or rot in jail.
Responsibility, Who is responsible for the actions that occur in society? From an example from “Existentialism is a Humanism, by Jean Paul Sartre”

“We cannot suppose that a man would produce a paper knife, without knowing what purpose it would serve”

He is referring to, as he stated “production proceeds essence”. The production of the knife was produced, for a reason. What was the reason or essence of the knife for producing it in the first place. Was it for pure aesthetics, to create war, to hunt for food or for protection.So the action of creating the knife resulted in a reaction or death for food or death equals protection.
If we say that the man produced the knife without knowing its essence, (what is the purpose or reason for its production). Thus absolving him of all responsibility for the resulting reaction of the action of creating the knife causing the reaction of it being used.
Or
He was waiting to see if it would be used at all or if its use would fall inside the Code of Conduct (Ethics) acceptable inside the social context (time) the reaction took place. All that time remaining anonymous until seeing if the reaction to the action of the the knife being produced was considered acceptable than claiming ownership or responsibility for producing the knife.

In the movie, 2001 A Space Odyssey, knowledge is given to the ape. The ape takes that knowledge and turns a bone into a tool. The ape uses that tool to kill, for food but as well to kill for power and land ownership. Could the bone as tool been used to build shelter, to dig a hole to urinate in and the ape not need to kill at all and be a vegetarian, or limit its use not to kill. Was the knowledge of now being able to see the bone for than than just a bone and now multi purpose as tool as, presented only. Or was the knowledge of the bone being a weapon as well, but the will to use it in a violent way (to kill) given at the same time. So is the knowledge that was given to the ape to see the bone as a tool or the knowledge and that he needed to kill was, the knowledge given and he was given no knowledge about the bone as tool, but the will and need to kill evolved in his mind that he needed to find a way to kill. Thus was the knowledge given about seeing things more than they are given at all or just a will to act in a certain way and be superior to all others the true knowledge given. (A need to kill is not knowledge but will)
Or
Was the ape just inherently evil and acted out of pure will to murder when the knowledge of the bone to be used as a tool given to him. If the knowledge had been given to another ape the reaction of seeing bone as tool have been different than the first reaction of the first ape. The first ape would have still killed at some point his fellow ape only with his bare hands and not the bone as weapon and bone would have stayed as tool. Than giving ape knowledge was not irresponsible, choice existed for the first time for the ape. Use bone as tool or use bone as weapon. The ape choose, it was his own will not the will of God, Will of God is suppose to make us Blind (Blind faith) Choice erases that (blind faith), knowledge gives man choice to choose. Blind Faith does not give choice, it dictates to you and you obey without question.
The question needs to be asked, is man a flawed object being through the evolution process or as God states man is flawed and needs to be destroyed,because Man's will is flawed the will given to him when he was created by God?

If God created man and give him will out of his own image, when God decided man had to be wiped off the face of the earth. Why did he not commit suicide himself. Was he bound to his own dogma, if you commit suicide you go to hell. Is this what happened, this is the day God succumbed to a mental illness split personality disorder. On that day he became Lucifer as well, now man after this point is created in the image of the Devil.

God must thus reside not only in Heaven but Hell as well. Is God the angel that fell out of the grace of himself, ashamed and damed to not only look down of his creation but up as well?

Existence proceeds Essence of Man. I want to ask the question of evolution compared to being that as
Man as a divine being.
Or More
We are a combination of both, we were apes and the divine hand of God reached down from Heaven and stated, stand you have been healed. I will give you the knowledge and will of myself that I have, go forth and teach all others. Now Man exists from God's will, ape is now man a divine being. Stating that what he was before he stood erect, is lesser than him now . Forgetting what he was and still ia a mammal. Just an divine ape with God's will, now just called man instead.

If Man evolved without God's divine will and knowledge, would the creator of man than be the first ape to stand on two legs to see farther than all others. Or would it be that ape that mumbled, thank you for showing me how to stand I will teach how to walk.
Does existence proceed essence?
Was it just happened that the second ape saw the first ape crawling up a hill and willed himself up the evolution ladder, thus willing himself into existence himself alone.

Does it matter if it was God's will or Man's will that has brought us to today? As we can see we are flawed either way and will self-destruct ourselves.

Can we will ourselves out of this game?




  Or is it time God finally comes to peace and understands of who he is, Finally able to look himself in the mirror and thus allow us to see him as well, and hear him speak for the first time.

So God knew that he had created a flawed object. (an object capable of all that is is not) 
How can we blindly follow someone that thinks so low of himself. He knows what the outcome of his actions will be before he acts, his second suicide attempt is coming the action is set already. Where is he to go this time only one place left for his third personality, earth. I wonder if he will be a bit nicer than the other two sides of him in Heaven and Hell. Maybe he will let us help him, this time? So we can be free of his own self made tormenting, Its OK God we still love you, self help, group therapy just might heal him this time, and won't have to have to  pay for his mistakes again, with hail fire falling down, burning all of us, not him again. Tests won't help, as he makes sure we who have to write the tests aren't given a chance to try to see what he is trying to prove he is not or is. No wonder we keep failing, give us a chance, come out from hiding.

He won't speak, What hurts your mind, that you hide away, let us help you, we are not those apes, anymore and wear more than leaves now, We don't demand on you for answers, maybe you should ask us how it all is, that might make him a complete basket case I think. 
I laugh, and laugh, he's just the crazy relative we all put up with and thank GOD we can afford a private hospital to hide him away in......Sunday visits only, even then we skip every other week, its depressing. I think, I forgot where to find him until just recently, 
They took away his rope belt, it was a suicide risk, that is humbling, don't you think? Can't even synch his robe at the waste, that is muddy all the way up and down.
He's in a bad state, let him think about what he has done to .....himself. When will we be free of his self reflection, your not perfect so what get over it I want my own life to figure out. I can't while you hang yours over our heads......deal with it, you are just like us, you are Man.



7 Deadly Sins, by Kleinberg, Aviad M.

page 11 "But a universe that includes asses, humans and angels is better than a world composed solely of angels - as long as asses don't aspire to be human, and angels does not lower themselves to the level of man.

page 11 "We cannot see the full beauty of the process because our  limitations confine us to a particular time and place within this world, making it difficult to grasp the whole. But God, who has no such limitations, does grasp the totality of things. He can perceive a structure of order and beauty where we see only a mixture  of good and bad. Indeed, He sees beauty even where we see nothing but ugliness."

response to quotes

So God sent Jesus here not to spread his words of Christianity but to try to make up for the sins of Adam and Eve, by having him murdered by man, letting man commit yet another sin.
This is odd,why does God keep giving man chances to sin against him in such a personal way. Putting all the pieces together and sending them directly to him its hard to see his entire vision of what he expects from us. We are blind under God remember, stop giving us choice, if we are to have blind faith in you and your way.

He man them access to the forbidden tree, creates the serpent that gives them the knowledge the tree possess. God sends his son to speak words that go against the ruling order. Was the same serpent there to give man the will to yet again sin against God's person in the crucification? Why did God allow people to worship Idols other than himself for so long,  (Were not those men that worshiped false idols made in God's own image as well? Does God worship beyond himself, thus  giving reason to why man worshiped false idols as well before Christ) or to again give man the opportunity to sin against him a second time so vastly it changed the way man thought and lived. First giving knowledge of the what the fruit on the tree possessed, by creating the creature to give the knowledge and placing the serpent in the garden. Is it the knowledge that allows man to sin or his will to understand and question that knowledge that presents the recurring sin. Why did God give us will and knowledge. Knowledge gives us a choice, thus freedom to choose. It contradicts Blind Faith, Knowledge gives us the ability to question the Will of God.  So now the question still exists. Our we made in God's image, did he just create us and our collection of knowledge willed ourselves into existence. Did he not foresee that one of his creations would evolve with higher intelligence. Again did God show the Ape how to stand and walk, or did he will himself through experience into existence by standing to see farther and having his peer teach his sibling how to walk, thus willing themselves into existence, something God overlooked as a possibility when he created ape, not man.

page 12 "The Son of Man will go, just as it is written about him, But who to that man who betrays the Son of Man! It would be better if he had not been born. The Son of Man must go, just as it is written about Him, and some must betray Him. But the betrayer, who is acting in accordance with God's
invincible will, carries full responsibility for his act. In other words, even if Jesus must die to rectify what Adam and Eve have corrupted, those responsible for his necessary death will no less be severely punished for it.

If the act of eating the forbidden fruit corrupts God , his knowledge and home, why would God ask his sinned children to reside with him in heaven for all eternity, for corrupting his land and themselves his image of himself with his will. If as it is stated that man is a flawed object, that will have recurring sin always and is doomed to corrupt why are we all ascending to heaven?

We are created in God's image, everything we do is not a test of our faith of God. It is God testing himself, we are just the pawns or actors chosen to play the role of God in his never ending saga of him trying to understand his mistakes and choices.. 




Someone asked if I was speaking about morality.
I do not speak about mortality. It responsibility, taking responsibility for what you use as you to be who you are in this world. Responsible for your actions and thus responsible for the reaction it creates, and in turn the next following action of better judgment., if the original action was irresponsible.


Trying to understand the reaction to that action. If you do not take responsibility for your actions you are doomed to repeat that action. If you ignore the reaction that action, you are not being responsible. You need to be able to not dismiss the reaction, your action created. Even though the reaction my not come from you, you are still in part responsible for that reaction because your action set in motion the chain reaction it created. It Speaks about being responsible for your actions either if they are responsible or irresponsible.

God saw his action as irresponsible, when he had the great flood swipe across the land, but he did not take responsibility for the action, that had him take the reaction of that cleaning. Other than trying to erase the action that caused the reaction of the flood.

He did not try to understand his reaction to that action, what he truly had to take a close look at, to fully understand, before taking that reaction, what existed before the first action.
The action of him looking at his own reflection and taking the time to fully understand and see himself is the original action that now makes the creation of man not an action but a reaction.
The reaction of the flood now turns back into an action, because the first time it was a reaction not action now the second time it is again now a reaction not an action.
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Action thus take responsibility for the action, he had a second reaction to the original action, he tried to hide it from everyone. Pretending it didn't happen thus taking the same action again, by leaving the loop hole for the previous action to even worse not repeat that action but allow the action to still exist and think the reaction would be different by changing the environment the action existed. By an altered land scape, and through pure punishment (the reaction) the action would be corrected or altered so the reaction would be different. The original action still existed, thus how could the reaction to that action be any different. Be that today, tomorrow or in hundred years, God's reaction to the creation of man in his image, (us) will be a cleansing of the land. Be that he repeats his first action, (a flood) or have another reaction that ends in the same conclusion, thus the second reaction is action.
Even if physically different than the first reaction it is still the same action , a cleansing of humanity is in our future.
But since the original action happened the original reaction and its result cannot be erased, a few select people will survive the cleansing of the land, again. You cannot erase what takes place, it is part of the universe forever. Be that Heaven or Hell or wherever.

The obvious reaction to the action of man being created in the image of God, as a flawed object still exists. God's dogma has not changed, so why would we think that his reaction to that still existing action will be be any different, in this altered landscape or after our punishment. Repeated punishment.. I s it hat God just likes to repeatedly punishment of man, for us reminding him of himself every time he looks down on us from heaven. Or up on us from hell?

Is it that he dislikes man so much as he missed that fundamental aspect that we cultivated in modern society. The idea of evolution, Son surpasses father in knowledge and understanding.

This overlooked in his creation ape, his creation would evolve pass what he imagined it to be for eternity. An image of him nothing less or nothing greater than him.
Was it that Adam and Eve mimicked the ape that they saw out in the distance beyond the walls of Eden. When they saw the ape take fruit from a tree to eat, they in turn repeated that action. Only the ape chose to eat bananas and Adam and Eve had apples to eat. The the resulting reaction was different. Adam and Eve missed that small detail, what type of fruit, would make a difference.
Was it than after Adam and Eve were banished from Edan or as early as Lilith leaving Eden that the ape willed himself into existence after see Lilith, Adam and or Eve standing there. Something the ape mimicked from them and stood erect and the ape's peer than willed them into creation by mumbling thank you for showing me how to stand on two feet. I will now teach you how tho walk.
So the ape was created by God, but evolution took place after his creation, and the ape willed himself into existence without God's will, but his own action or standing on two legs, teaching another to walk. Thus able to than experience more than what was around them and will themselves into existence through collecting knowledge and experience they choose themselves. Not chosen by another thus creating an individual sense of who they are individually, but understanding the importance of being one body made up of numerous bodies under one basic image of themselves. Willed into existence. Individually they existence but collectively they are one as one body. Their image of God, thus God is made in the image of Man.
Man is made in the image of God. (Creation). God is made in the image of Man. (Evolution)



On this day I die a little to be reborn with a little bit more knowledge, of who we are in this world.
Lay your head down and pray or sleep to awaken tomorrow with something new at my feet.
I do not dream, I see, reality.

Thursday, 4 October 2012

My Own Doctor's Receptionist! Rhonda

As I finish my Doctor's appointment yesterday, I am making another appointment. I take the appointmment card from Rhonda, and see waves her hand in front of me and states.

We have BUGS in here.




----- As well after she spoke with the Public Health Nurse in private she walked out and glanced in my direction and stated.

"You cost me another 100 dollars."

Poor Rhonda I would be mad at that person if I were you however that was you were refering.

Have a great day Rhonda.



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Muslim Hate, Hate Towads Them, Towards Canadian

I was walking down the street and told to be afraid.

Then "FiFA be afraid"  "We are Muslim's and we are going to bomb it"

A couple I mean one other person and myself yell back down the street"


This city is full of .....nothing"

Wednesday, 3 October 2012

 i live in Hell.....................................