The Fall of Love. (two sections)

Jesus is not born from a virgin A man has lost his way on earth, lost everything, lost to everything he was in the world. Jesus possesses this man with his thoughts and uses him to spread the words and faith of God. The man, believes he had gotten lost and couldn't find his way back, and his father came and found him and helped him remember who he was, told him he was his son and your name is Jesus.


Lucifer understands what God and Jesus have done to this man and decides to posses his mind and drive Jesus out for a time so he can talk directly to God  again for a moment.


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one, two, three
the choices will be.


how many have past
who is present now.
the future,
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I will reflect to a time, now lost in my mind.
try to remember,
from the beginning to nothing, where I stand
alone.
how many tomorrow, will reflect on me,
my mind the deep tissue burned,
ravaged by time now forgotten
ravaged by an enemy
played on by energy, so strong, it drains me
of all previous thoughts,
on either side crushing in on me
weakened by the lose of all memory of who was here before, myself
now renamed Jesus.
I thought I had it all,
but
lost ............. all of this
myself gone.



deep in the snow
blue sky, sparkles
diamonds deep in the sand, converted,
by the heat and pressure.
sigh....where am I from, each are places I have been or thought I would like to see.
its missing again, each word..thinking,
If I say, I will forget my complaint, I will leave off my heaviness, and comfort myself.
I am afraid of all my sorrows again, now they are played on by something.I know that thou wilt not hold me innocent. Sinner was me, and I sin again.
I remember
If I be wicked, and sinning why then labour I in vain?
to regain my previous sight of my father again, to redeem me, to become Jesus, implanted artificially.If I wash myself with snow water, and make my hands never so clean.
Rename me Jesus again please.
Legion is inside with me
Dirty thoughts roaming freely in me, I can't stop myself, I sin, like before
legion, yet shalt thou plunge me in the ditch and mine own clothes shall not make me look like a man sinning have forgotten but try to remember, again,
I hear him - There is a whisper in my ear, to sin, dirty thoughts, once again forgotten, return with Legion possessing, ownership of my thoughts.
fight him, get out unclean spirit
so i can regain my place guiding the righteous path (to this man) again
please rename me, the one that found me lost, Jesus come save me again
For he is not a man, as I am, that I should come together in judgment. of (himself) myself at this time clouded by something infecting my (his) mind.Neither is there any days let a man between us, that might lay his hand upon us both. (like now) Let him take his rod away from myself and not lay his rod inside another man, between us.
unclean spirit has him.

Abaddon,
The swine with the heat and pressure transforms the ordinary
sight of who I am, everything replaced.
a deep grown is heard from inside this place
so close to oneself.
I moan,
the arm reaches out, it cuts with stone,
my blood seeps deep into the ground, below me
blood lost to the dirt and mud
lost mud and dirt from, this place
fills my mind clouding the mixture
deep brown dirt soiled mind I now have.
what path am I being lead down, so different, than, the last
after I was found and given divine light to follow the righteous path.


You'll be saved again, survive this moment possessed,
you'll hear his words again,
just






I now have you to play tricks with, you have what I want, the ability to talk directly to heaven.
you'll see your words left cut deep into dry mud, I speak,
which all think come from within (me)
you.
to reflect on after all this is done.
I allow you to remember, who and what you've done.


I cut myself now, not this ground
tell me why?
I hurt myself
I hurt myself.
(Jesus cleansed from man totally Legion holds its place)
he lies
Why do they hurt me, my own two hands.
he lies, your mind lies to you, you must trust me, fight.
Now,
I would have to lie with God at my side,
every night and listen to his deafening
sigh of shame and disgust
Why do they hate me.?
Why do they love me ?
Who wants me to die ?
No one, does but yourself, right,
ultimate sin,
I have you remember,
I can have you take your own life,
Never to have the heavens open above again the clear vue sky,
shines its grace on me
you will have the dirt under foot swallows with love and caring
whats betternever to be renamed Jesus, Don't fight give in to us freely, so we can do what we need,. If not you will sin,
die by your own hand.
Listen. we are; Love for evermore

I am pulled apart by an energy (Legion inside of me) uncertain if it is to hate or to love,
mistaken thinks, that both are the same
no more pain?
I feel heat, I burn my skin,
I remember something.
Me before Jesus
a choice, is now given this time
do you feel there are two directions to go now,again?
One, I remember this from a short time ago
Two,

neither my own, presented to methe third is yours, with your enemy
choice one, two or three, violent and down.
choose if you can not- choose now your own,


Smash the walls
slit the face,
break bones,
than you'll break down, and be gone of me,
regain your sight of where you come from,
your thoughts of him,




I am an evil thing, that wants you to feel pain,
before I am rid of you and speaking his name.



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Mortal man talks about the approach of Lilith.

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Something wicked lurks just in the shadows,
mortal man says.
The devil has licked my gums,
not in the sweetest kiss,
but to leave the taste of him left behind, when the time comes,
I will not be missed by his mistress,

She'll kiss my lips and taste him.
She'll know I was marked for death, I sinned, and the devil kissed my lips.
Marked for her and she'll take my breath and collect my death
tallying me up, with rest of her deaths,  collected
death
to try, to buy, what he has of hers.(stolen of hers)
locked in his heart, he won't give it away, stolen selfishly
She is willing to pay,
hoping that one more death added to the rest,
collected, will pay the price for what is locked away
behind those gates, in(side) that (his) hell. of his.
What a place to have love misplaced, deep inside of all that sorrow and pain
there's light.
My death is worth that price, if she buys what is hers, hopefully I do not die in vain.
I welcome that mistress,
Kiss my lips, (Lilith)
taste him
I want to help pay the price for what I gave away,
when I sinned,
my part in redemption?
two steps forward in my mind, I may still sleep in peace
after all this.
wickedness
There is no peace on this earth,
hold me close
never let me go,
you are my greater choice
sinner


you make me go crazy
everybody needs to go
no choice?
look at me now
you just have to believe,
you'll never crest the top of the hill
You'll never see him again


oh lord Jesus
don't do this to me.
I see you clearly, so selfishly, pleading to keep
something.


Its not yours or his, you must be separated
than maybe you'll see,
you cannot be this thing called
love.



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