Having some fun this morning

just to confirm what I am up to....

Some Photos for a Change.

I did weep recently, when they came asking.

Can you imagine what it is like to be awake for five weeks?

One day,

Two days,

Three days,

Four days.

Five days,

Six days,

Seven days,

Monday,

Tuesday,

Wednesday,

Thursday,

Friday,

Saturday,

Sunday,

Again,

One Week,

Two Weeks,

Three Weeks,

Four Weeks,

One Month,

Five Weeks,

One the thirtieth day, my face was burned, by God or Lucifer?

Branded his forever.

Personally one scarred my face,

Deep below the skin that blistered,
One of their fingerprints lay.

Now, my mind had been touched as well,

Personally, by them.

The entrance to enlightenment?

The entrance to the gates of Hell?

The entrance inside my mind, I had been given the key to unlock that door between,

I believe, so I walked though that door, given entrance granted to me and which I used

willingly to see what was on the other side of my mind.

The other side o one.

I say welcome.

I will never be the same again.

I see, when sight was granted unto me
Given the eyes to see myself truely,
with honest eyes.
understanding   

I understand the one, me

Branded, not burned.

My self set free of everyone's else, Insecurities

of what we are here on this earth to be.

The sun is as hot as molten rock,

Which substance, burned his signature

on me?

I saw them come from the heavens.

I thought it was the end of it all,

A tidal wave was coming to cleanse our land,

I was soaked from head to toe,

the air was moist, thick with dirt,

It coated everything.

All I wanted to know if it was going to hurt.

Was I going to feel pain?

I saw one of them as they searched, and I could hear the screams

of woman and men in the distance as they collected,

them.

The ground had shaken for days, I survived

It no longer, sways from side to side,

the radiation bands of light, they rod in on,

no longer I see,

they ride the bans of heat

from the sky, down through that funnel of light.

Time staggered, jumped back and forth, stuck for a moment,

for them to do their work.

I was asked to show the pain for my sins of this life,

It hurt deep down inside deeper than ever before,

pure hurt and saddens for it all.

In Pain

I did weep, for a moment.

The first time I had ever done that,
truthfully

Asked for forgiveness, consciously

Forgiven, because I answered honestly, 

though my weeping eyes,
 for at that moment I gave them me, my hurt.

The truth of what is me deep inside, nothing hidden, 
no lies 

I understand , and will not be afraid the next time,

they arrive and collect those woman and men to go back up to heaven.

Has Toronto Become?

Has Toronto just become a safe haven for peeping toms across Canada? Has it also become a gathering place of woman into SCAT. I am sorry to say yes it has and I want out of this place and again out of this country. The issue everyone I know thinks they know what is best for me, and no one understands they are all trying so hard to keep me down. They want me tortured by these people why....everyone must think I am lesser a man than them all, they must think it is funny, to see me tortured and peeped on 24 hrs a day.
They will tell you I am just insane and ignore me.....

My Enemies

Lets describe my enemy so it will be easier for you to spot them out in the city.



A woman standing in line at the grocery store, trying to peek into the person cart of groceries in front of her and has the nerve to ask  "So what you got in there, is that chocolate cake"



 I says " You  chubby, hoof handed, Orange Crush Soda can suckling, dirty track pant wearing sow" Mind your own fucking business, take your nose of of everyone else business, and I know you didn't think anyone would find out what you been up to, BUT SOME OF US DID. You bitches.


Note: Obliviously, you don't go to the gym , so stop wearing track pants in public, and do some laundry, its the dirt on your pants that makes you look dirty as well.

Continuation of "No Ideas in those heads, but of sex"

What the fuck......jealousy, jealous,y
jealous of what ......... even with everything I have lost, you have a problem.
You got what you wanted, I lost everything.
You said that is all you wanted, but now that's not all,
You wanted everything I had, needed and wanted, now you want my life.
Me dead, you escalate, your hate everyday.
You have problem getting  job, (is this working for you yet)
I am not even able to do that, with everyone trying to hound me to what.
Death, is the only thing I can think of, but I lost my life years back,
Back in 2008.
I am dead because of all this,
All I hear is you, We do good work, who's next.
I ask again, do you have a job yet?
Its takes a lot of work, To do what you do to all of us.
Rotting.
Not even that quenches your thirst for my misery, or any of us dieing here
Am I hurt?
You ask me,.
No just pissed .
The only one, that has self worth, wants revenge for what you do to us here.
At least you have an excuse for what you do, are you an .idiot savant, doubt  if you know what that I means
Or understand what I am trying to do with my life and you
All as it is now,
All of you who are insulting subtlety with words only you think , being so witty
No one knows.
blunt is me, cunts
All of you thieves, low lifes,
I hate thieves, what did you steal? my life,
My most personal moments you took
and they do have a price.
I want you all to pay, for taking what was not yours.
taking with greedy hands, and voices.
Do I have a job yet?
What do you think, you bitches and cunts.
(Pause)
You force me to do this, I remember hearing you say that to me, years back
Trying to help me, thanks but I never asked.
Now I have to act and be not like myself, a cunt is not an insult, to me.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK...I love to swear that's all
Now, I am not me, please understand that and don't take anything personally, but I did, want and try, to bury people like you just recently,
I realized and learned a better way because if I buried you , I buried myself at the same time. That is not me. I am trying to survive all this without looking as  I would,
a mirror reflection of you being filthy, dirty, an evil being, a devil child, the anti-christ? purposely trying to hurt other people, its not a good quality.
I will let you bury yourselves its the better way, my hands won't get dirty, I will yank some chains, the rest of you just act like yourselves,
I am playing a part on this stage, you are just being yourselves, thats all I need now to gets this job done.
Do I have a job yet?
And I am better person again, than the rest
That is why I get away with a few more things than everyone else, involved in this.
You think (life unfair again, girls)
 Its all equal still, I'm not special, I am just trying to do something, for myself, and no one else.
No one has asked me anything,
so what I say is just rumor, no one hears my voice out there.
Unlike yourselves, digging a hole, I'll apologize now but I will be skipping your memorial service,






Keep on digging girls, you buried yourselves,
You must have reached Hell by now, and just as right now, you most likely, you will just keep on going.
Tired yet?
No guess not there goes that woman yelling,
“Fuck You Fuck You, Fuck Off, I won't stop, this is fun” as well there goes her friend asking “If I like the smell of my shit” yet again.
There goes two others gossiping in the distance, what pair of underwear I put on under my pants.
I am so bored of this thing and those,
Strong Confident Woman, as they call themselves, stating
“Welcome to the New Toronto, we rule this place.”












I don't believe this shit, so why should you, I just attention, right.
No I just want my right to privacy back, you're starting to get the hint.....peeping toms, is what we got , a bunch of woman, you twats.



I am taking this all to seriously, well everyone says they don't hear anyone, I changed that, you hear the bitches yet.
No answer from any of you, still
I'll go for another round, I have a power to get them wound up, you having fun now as well.
No, by those looks on your faces, and the tones in your voices, distracting isn't it.
I am laughing at you all, just so you know.
Because by none of you saying anything, minding your own business, thinking its funny, I and others lost everything.
Again you still enjoying your day listening to woman.
I don't think so, laughing at you how does that sound today, coming from me.
I guess its an inside joke, its just me no one else is there, “I DON”T HEAR ANYTHING”



HA, HA, HA, you'll never find me.
I hate this city. Toronto its full of idiots,
I agree with the rest of Canada finally, now I know why you all disliked us that lived in this city.

I wasn't going to post what happenned bu ...ok

I almost got arrested again......couple weeks ago. It would have been another public Mischief charge, aaaaaaaand maybe something else, all I have to say is my reminder to myself; on the body on the body, lets go (reference is a police officer is allowed to search someone's bag on the street, but they are not allowed to search your person. Unless you are being taken in or being arrest.)
I think the Toronto Police do have a little bit of understanding for me, and maybe have a bit of my back. To make it short and sweet, I was fucked out of my mind, stopped by two officers, so fucked I couldn't remember my name or address for a bit...or even where I was....LOL
They than just left me on the curb, with one officer pointing and saying that is Gerrard street there, I live at Greenwood and Gerrard. He even asked if I had cash on me than they to left me staggering to grab a cab. When I was waiting for a cab I almost stumbled off the curb into traffic, than a man yelled my name very load from about a block away. That jolted me up and standing a bit more alert while I waited for a cab to finally stop. I assume it was one of the officers making sure I got into a cab. (Thank-you for what I understand now, appreciated at getting my back up a bit). I than passed out in the cab and passed out on my front porch trying to get into my house . I was lifted to my feet by one of my landlord's friends and himself later that evening and helped inside....that is the short version, a lot my happened .....LOL

I think I was a bit more than lucky.

No Ideas in those heads, but of sex

Everyone can see you.

Sanding down all the ruff edges of yourself
Blur filter used.
but not your own reflection in that Live stream
unknown to me, thats me on that screen
now hidden, the rough edges, of you unseen
you hide from people.
still has anyone touched you, lately?

that forest, not hiding who you are now, away, from the world.

Now able to see how nasty you can be.

As well as nasty, its blunt like the word, cunt.

Maybe you got that way from imitating all those woman.

You know what a woman is?
your intelligent,
I can tell you do a lot of reading,

Both as a child and an adult.

The geeky little kid with his nose buried in a book.

Loosing himself in other peoples fantasies,

Day Dreaming still?

A lot of work to be so smart, from all those books.

Me, I have read less than ten books cover to cover my entire life.

I have two degrees, how about that!

Thats intelligence, thats smart.



A person that doesn't have a set of balls.

A eunuch its called, maybe that is where that high pitched voice of yours sometimes comes from.

From imitating everyone, now even those cunts,
that are harassing me.
Now another one that thinks its all my fault
You still cant see anything., not even your own feet.

Me, Myself and I,
Oh thats repetitive, trying to be creative.

Oh, about sight or seeing, shit what is the term for two different words that mean the same thing....

I don't fucking care, NOBODY does.

Shit, I am getting of track, lets rhythm a bit and waste some more of my time, "Look I think he has shit his pants (send down the blacks) laugh at him everyone, (he has no idea), I don't mind asking him if he likes the smell of that? I sure do ISN'T THAT FUNNY. HA, HA, HA. you embarrassed yet, I'd be embarrassed. He doesn't even like the smell of his own shit"
for you. embarrassing yet?
That people know what you have been up to,
lately

You're not embarrassed yet, you still say  "Look at him, Look at him"

I am not the only one being watched.

Woody Wood Pecker here, Holy Shit they have no idea, that they are on stage as well.
Not only me when I am around or not.

Little added to these two pevious posts

fatty,

fatty,

two by four,

couldn't fit through,

the bathroom door,

she got down on the floor
on all four, 
to get back-doored,

like a whore,

than she licked it up,

so she could get paid more
but she no whore,

she's just in porn

they get paid more.

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Tranni Block,

on, the body,

on, the body,

lets go.

get us some cock,

lets do the walk,

down the street,

around the block,

i can handle it,

i like to strut my stuff,

oh, yes i do,

let's call all my friends,

cock, ka,

cock, ka,

it's the call of the wild,

it's how we find them,

we like to suck,

we like to fuck,

cock, ka,

cock, ka,

we are, the ones,

we are, the rarity,

you can find us,

all you need,

is the talk,

say, it.

say, it.

ok.

cock, ka,

what did you say?

he has,

cock,

cock,

(what?)

(no)

(she's got cock)

I can handle the walk

that is wild,

cock, ka,

cock, ka,

I can handle that walk!




say it
say it
I did, she's got cock

no say it,
i like to strut my stuff ?
oh yes i do,

no......
what ,cock-ka?



Say what it means
You need to tell her what you want.
and need


Tell her please

It means

cock is all i want
cock is all I need
cock is all; I think about
I love cock, no matter what
Even its on a tall blonde
with tits

Cock-ka

I love cock so much
its all i think about
Its all I want,
Its all I need

Cock-ka
I want  to suck some cock.




Well, how much you got

I 've got twenty bucks.



Than you've got some that cock

Cock ka

Cock ka

That you love to suck so much.

Kids, Kids.......Childern of the Trailer Park, below the poverty Line, I know its hard, its called Work, but be nice. FUCK YOU BITCHES

b

Lumber jack, Lumber jack....in a red checked jacket.
Cut down a tree, or maybe even two or three,
more
So than you might be able to see, to the other side of the forest.
Or maybe you will use all that wood for once.
Stroked smooth, by only your own two hands.
That are now rubbed down to the bone
Now fucking raw,
Or maybe instead of sitting on that couch
stroking all that wood, alone.
You should rebuild something,like that bridge you burnt  down.
While you thought you where being so witty.
Looking down, stroking, all that wood you now have, from clear cutting of the forest
But even with the all the those trees down,
You still cant see anything.
Not even that people can now see you,
Clearly, from across that now empty field, were once there was that foest
There's no where to hide, from everyone, seeing just how sweaty and dirty you are, from cutting down everything around.
Hiding amongst the trees, hidden there from the inside out
Clearly Cutting everything down
Everyone can see you. now

I actually had a crush on you once and still now once and awhile. Why? I have no clue,

The Fall of Love. (two sections)

Jesus is not born from a virgin A man has lost his way on earth, lost everything, lost to everything he was in the world. Jesus possesses this man with his thoughts and uses him to spread the words and faith of God. The man, believes he had gotten lost and couldn't find his way back, and his father came and found him and helped him remember who he was, told him he was his son and your name is Jesus.


Lucifer understands what God and Jesus have done to this man and decides to posses his mind and drive Jesus out for a time so he can talk directly to God  again for a moment.


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one, two, three
the choices will be.


how many have past
who is present now.
the future,
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I will reflect to a time, now lost in my mind.
try to remember,
from the beginning to nothing, where I stand
alone.
how many tomorrow, will reflect on me,
my mind the deep tissue burned,
ravaged by time now forgotten
ravaged by an enemy
played on by energy, so strong, it drains me
of all previous thoughts,
on either side crushing in on me
weakened by the lose of all memory of who was here before, myself
now renamed Jesus.
I thought I had it all,
but
lost ............. all of this
myself gone.



deep in the snow
blue sky, sparkles
diamonds deep in the sand, converted,
by the heat and pressure.
sigh....where am I from, each are places I have been or thought I would like to see.
its missing again, each word..thinking,
If I say, I will forget my complaint, I will leave off my heaviness, and comfort myself.
I am afraid of all my sorrows again, now they are played on by something.I know that thou wilt not hold me innocent. Sinner was me, and I sin again.
I remember
If I be wicked, and sinning why then labour I in vain?
to regain my previous sight of my father again, to redeem me, to become Jesus, implanted artificially.If I wash myself with snow water, and make my hands never so clean.
Rename me Jesus again please.
Legion is inside with me
Dirty thoughts roaming freely in me, I can't stop myself, I sin, like before
legion, yet shalt thou plunge me in the ditch and mine own clothes shall not make me look like a man sinning have forgotten but try to remember, again,
I hear him - There is a whisper in my ear, to sin, dirty thoughts, once again forgotten, return with Legion possessing, ownership of my thoughts.
fight him, get out unclean spirit
so i can regain my place guiding the righteous path (to this man) again
please rename me, the one that found me lost, Jesus come save me again
For he is not a man, as I am, that I should come together in judgment. of (himself) myself at this time clouded by something infecting my (his) mind.Neither is there any days let a man between us, that might lay his hand upon us both. (like now) Let him take his rod away from myself and not lay his rod inside another man, between us.
unclean spirit has him.

Abaddon,
The swine with the heat and pressure transforms the ordinary
sight of who I am, everything replaced.
a deep grown is heard from inside this place
so close to oneself.
I moan,
the arm reaches out, it cuts with stone,
my blood seeps deep into the ground, below me
blood lost to the dirt and mud
lost mud and dirt from, this place
fills my mind clouding the mixture
deep brown dirt soiled mind I now have.
what path am I being lead down, so different, than, the last
after I was found and given divine light to follow the righteous path.


You'll be saved again, survive this moment possessed,
you'll hear his words again,
just






I now have you to play tricks with, you have what I want, the ability to talk directly to heaven.
you'll see your words left cut deep into dry mud, I speak,
which all think come from within (me)
you.
to reflect on after all this is done.
I allow you to remember, who and what you've done.


I cut myself now, not this ground
tell me why?
I hurt myself
I hurt myself.
(Jesus cleansed from man totally Legion holds its place)
he lies
Why do they hurt me, my own two hands.
he lies, your mind lies to you, you must trust me, fight.
Now,
I would have to lie with God at my side,
every night and listen to his deafening
sigh of shame and disgust
Why do they hate me.?
Why do they love me ?
Who wants me to die ?
No one, does but yourself, right,
ultimate sin,
I have you remember,
I can have you take your own life,
Never to have the heavens open above again the clear vue sky,
shines its grace on me
you will have the dirt under foot swallows with love and caring
whats betternever to be renamed Jesus, Don't fight give in to us freely, so we can do what we need,. If not you will sin,
die by your own hand.
Listen. we are; Love for evermore

I am pulled apart by an energy (Legion inside of me) uncertain if it is to hate or to love,
mistaken thinks, that both are the same
no more pain?
I feel heat, I burn my skin,
I remember something.
Me before Jesus
a choice, is now given this time
do you feel there are two directions to go now,again?
One, I remember this from a short time ago
Two,

neither my own, presented to methe third is yours, with your enemy
choice one, two or three, violent and down.
choose if you can not- choose now your own,


Smash the walls
slit the face,
break bones,
than you'll break down, and be gone of me,
regain your sight of where you come from,
your thoughts of him,




I am an evil thing, that wants you to feel pain,
before I am rid of you and speaking his name.



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Mortal man talks about the approach of Lilith.

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Something wicked lurks just in the shadows,
mortal man says.
The devil has licked my gums,
not in the sweetest kiss,
but to leave the taste of him left behind, when the time comes,
I will not be missed by his mistress,

She'll kiss my lips and taste him.
She'll know I was marked for death, I sinned, and the devil kissed my lips.
Marked for her and she'll take my breath and collect my death
tallying me up, with rest of her deaths,  collected
death
to try, to buy, what he has of hers.(stolen of hers)
locked in his heart, he won't give it away, stolen selfishly
She is willing to pay,
hoping that one more death added to the rest,
collected, will pay the price for what is locked away
behind those gates, in(side) that (his) hell. of his.
What a place to have love misplaced, deep inside of all that sorrow and pain
there's light.
My death is worth that price, if she buys what is hers, hopefully I do not die in vain.
I welcome that mistress,
Kiss my lips, (Lilith)
taste him
I want to help pay the price for what I gave away,
when I sinned,
my part in redemption?
two steps forward in my mind, I may still sleep in peace
after all this.
wickedness
There is no peace on this earth,
hold me close
never let me go,
you are my greater choice
sinner


you make me go crazy
everybody needs to go
no choice?
look at me now
you just have to believe,
you'll never crest the top of the hill
You'll never see him again


oh lord Jesus
don't do this to me.
I see you clearly, so selfishly, pleading to keep
something.


Its not yours or his, you must be separated
than maybe you'll see,
you cannot be this thing called
love.



.

The Fall of Love - Section when Lilith meets Lucifer

There are three people talking in this section.
It starts of with Lilith speaking, she has come looking for Lucifer after she has runaway from Adam.
There as well is Lucifer and Damian (Lucifer's right hand man)

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How art fallen from heaven ("O Lucifer son o the morning!) How art thou cut done to the ground, did something weaken God, and he lost hold of some of his angels
"Behold, I come as a thief. Blessed i he that watcheth and keepth his garments"Lest he walk naked and see his shame. (Damian)
For all to see, my nakedness, my skin bleeds
That is why I have no clothes.
All of me to see.


My dear, mistress why do wander to my side.
I lie, here quitely, why bother with me?
Adam does cry, .
I have come looking for something.
Why come searching for me. bleeding here.
beneath.
Do you think I have something of yours?
hidden in my pockets kept from you, so you can't see...... it, hidden.
Nothing that is not mine, to conceal
Nothing that was in your possession and I came and took without your permission.
No crime committed.
Why come searching for me.
mistress
lying beneath

(who wants to be queen? ) (Ruler of Sheba)

your partner weeps, go back to him. he needs you obvoisly or he wouldn't weep.
there is something missing,
there,
your were created for each other, you were meant to be at his side. thats why you were created.
why you are here?
just you're not created as you think equal but He used filth and sediment instead of pure dust.
just you, are below him,
remember, (giggles), now does it make more sense, maybe that is the only reason you wander.
starting to see the subtle differences, he puts in place.
Just need to ask the right questions to see,
understand me?
Misunderstanding took place.

And me being here is a coincidence. I'm sure,
We've just crossed paths, you weren't searching for me.
You don't even know who I am or my name.
Just me lying beneath, your feet,
here today, as I am, bleeding.

You are Lucifer,
Am I? How do you know I am Lucifer? I could agree but what proof would there be?
you are the one in all my dreams,
I could lie and say I am another, what proof would there be either way.
That I am this Lucifer, you search for today.
All my life I have yearned for
Me or what about him, he could be Lucifer,
Who's to say, he's quit attractive wouldn't you say.
I know Adam would be jealous of that face. (laughs again)
Don't try to set me up with her, I have enough dirt under my nails from all this here,
oh shut up over there.
So go wander back to Adam and stop him from crying please.
its getting a bit annoying, I can hear him in the distance.
whinning.
My wife's a whore she's left my side, she's filth.
forevermore, but bring her back to my side, my father knows what's best.
He says!
If not, I can still hear the ones down here, I'll let you know what they say,
(Laughing) do what they say or they will drown you...(laughing) they are nasty today, I wonder if I have anything to do with that
.(LOOKING AT DAMIAN, BOTH LAUGHING)
Most likely(Damien) You have had your part in this as well, you do stand at my side.
I want deny that, I know my place in this mix..(Laughing)
Under his breath, Adam is muttering she's a bitch (both Laughing and Lilith starts as well a bit)
two adjectives for u today, you are filth and a bitch. how does that make you feel?
(laughing)
maybe she does belong with us, they are pissed.
Well she won't admit it, but she is suppose to lie beneath him.
Just like us.
They are most likely, up there, calling us filthy bastards and bitches as well.
Oh Adam, stop the whining.
Oh God give him what he wants, pleeease. (laughing)
I give her the right to strangle any man that sleeps alone, While he dreams.
She willl be the Queen of Sheba, she'll do as she is told.
I know how this will play out,
He can't have her murdered now,
only threats she'll endure when she leaves us, here,
She can see the darkness that lies in us all.
That protects her. She is one of us now.
forevermore, Amen.
(God he is one whiny little bastard, as well)
Go to hell.


I know we have never meet before, but I see you every time
I close my eyes and yearn to be at your side.
No...!
I know you and I are to meet.
No. your Mistaken. go away
I need something, I know you have it. (taken away)
Do I (smiling), I have not taken anything,
How do you know that....you look a little lost, maybe you need to find you way, and thats what you are looking for.
Not Me. Mistaken.
There is warmth I can feel radiating from you. It comes from inside you,
you're bright you are filled with light,
You don't even cast a shadow of yourself. like rest. of us
Maybe you came looking for me because you need me to shine a light,
to show you something. to show you the way.

You need to see?

I have been told...

It has been said to me a few times now...

You are free now...... You are free.......


What do you think this means?



juniorBRUNA

Who Are These WOMAN in this city.

Everytime I go outside I can hear these woman mocking our city. They continue to yell....

"We rule this city!"
"You will never find me. Ha, Ha, Ha"
"You just have to do what we tell you to do and we will leave you alone"
"We are trying to protect the children"
"Its our right to know what people do in their homes"
"If someone closes their blinds they are up to something"
"We have the right to eavesdrop and try to peek through their blinds, to know what someone is doing intheir homes"
"We are trying to help police the city."
"If you knew what people do in their private homes you will understand why we do this and you will back us and not these freaks"