Sacrifice

Dedication,

Commitment,

Sacrifice

It needs to see clarity

clear the mind

My friend, I have lost?

have I lost them all?

or did they loose their ways

as well?

So many crossroads,

We got lost,

which direction to to turn?

Lost.

I can't wait to meet them again.

We will decide together if its

Heaven or Hell

Together linked arm and arm.

I hope they will think the sacrifice

was worth it all.

Only so many days together,

counting the days lost.

The earth never stands still

nor do I

Who can keep up?

I can never stop looking,

over my shoulder

forever.

I see,

I remember feeling our eyes meet

I will meet them again,

I think.

The end seemed near,

the walls stopped

talking,

They starting watching me,

that was load and clear,

leave here?

laughed and mocked

What I treasured the most, was

silence,

home

my own,

life,

just disappeared,

drowned out by that laughing and mocking

of theirs.

Death was a thought,

to me, by them

than life

snapped back.

Only to have death presented

At the end

An outreached

arm

knuckles bloodied

uneducated

+

Hell

Few, but thoughtful of what they wanted

faceless horror

eyes open wide.

by the fear of being known

being seen themselves,

for their mindless actions

Appeared clearer than the sun

drenched in their shame

worshipped by others

With their minds exposed

The hair scalped back,

to show,

the undeveloped mind.

the horror,

their fear,

of their blood,

they're the parasites, on the door knob,

ready to enter, ready to lie.

Just staring 

Why?

Trapped in their own

home,

life and mind.

looking through the window

strangling  life

out of the stranger,

creating struggle

to steal another's life.

hiding their shame and lust

of the flesh,

stoned to death by themselves.

murder the intruder,

murdered themselves

all the others just followed

as they threw themselves

down  the stairs.

And into their own,

Personal Hell

it doesn't matter

I have seen both sides of the wall.