Today I was in a cab on my way home and the CBC radio announcer states.
"Toronto has its Haters, let's remind ourselves why we love this city"
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Additionally, the Vatican has charged the butler to Pope Benedict with theft. The theft is of knowledge, the leaking of information he gained inside the Vatican, regarding corruption.
My personal moments here in Toronto have been stolen, that private intimate time with another in bed, the alone mourning of a friends passing stolen and now covered with a layer of dirt, tainted by an intruder in my home. Moments that only one other should have knowledge of or experienced or no knowledge of how many tears ran down my face. The price of those moments , priceless I say, I could but a figure on them but they are worth at least a criminal charge of theft of my person.
Monday, 13 August 2012
Sunday, 12 August 2012
Just thinking this Morning of who they may be.
Another Name.
Ivy T. (the daughter of my grandfather's Sister).
Now I must make you understand, that people want to destroy my relationships with everyone I know. Even family I never see or rarely see. So does this group just know my family and want to create a never passable divide between us and this is where these names pop up from. Myself accusing people I never see, from both sides of the family.
Please keep this in mind. "Is it them? or Is it not them?" I don't know and I am yelled at in Toronto all day....I am not happy today, AGAIN.
I can barely think straight anymore. I can't write, but as these people say my writing sucks and is pathetic so it doesn't matter. They want to make sure I feel that no one likes me and I am a disgusting person, so I should just end it all. As it would be easier and it better for all involved.
Strength of mind, strength of self. Understanding of what is right in this world, even if I have been lied to most of my life about people's true feelings, their jealousy, there plain hate for themselves. Which I now have to carry its burden, not themselves, relieving themselves again of any responsibility, but think they care. They are the model citizen and I am the dirt under foot, which they have the right to degrade because they life a proper life. Even if it is fueled by there own blindness. No mirrors hang in any of they homes, or maybe they would see how ugly they are or wouldn't even recognise themselves. They would most likely not take any responsibility for the way they look, they would say its the mirrors fault not mine I look like dirt.
Lies, Lies, they know me and think if everyone knows all my skeletons in my closet, everyone will be so disgusted they will over look the dirt of their lives. The crimes they committed to empty out my closet for all to hear about.
Ouch it hurts.
Lets leave that thought behind and here our a few photos of Toronto just as I was falling out of love with this city.
Ivy T. (the daughter of my grandfather's Sister).
Now I must make you understand, that people want to destroy my relationships with everyone I know. Even family I never see or rarely see. So does this group just know my family and want to create a never passable divide between us and this is where these names pop up from. Myself accusing people I never see, from both sides of the family.
Please keep this in mind. "Is it them? or Is it not them?" I don't know and I am yelled at in Toronto all day....I am not happy today, AGAIN.
I can barely think straight anymore. I can't write, but as these people say my writing sucks and is pathetic so it doesn't matter. They want to make sure I feel that no one likes me and I am a disgusting person, so I should just end it all. As it would be easier and it better for all involved.
Strength of mind, strength of self. Understanding of what is right in this world, even if I have been lied to most of my life about people's true feelings, their jealousy, there plain hate for themselves. Which I now have to carry its burden, not themselves, relieving themselves again of any responsibility, but think they care. They are the model citizen and I am the dirt under foot, which they have the right to degrade because they life a proper life. Even if it is fueled by there own blindness. No mirrors hang in any of they homes, or maybe they would see how ugly they are or wouldn't even recognise themselves. They would most likely not take any responsibility for the way they look, they would say its the mirrors fault not mine I look like dirt.
Lies, Lies, they know me and think if everyone knows all my skeletons in my closet, everyone will be so disgusted they will over look the dirt of their lives. The crimes they committed to empty out my closet for all to hear about.
Ouch it hurts.
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Friday, 10 August 2012
Finally decide to trace some of those IP Address
Here you go,.....I was not in any of these communities or cities on the dates that are stated.
66.79.226.203 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
Canada
98.124.41.182 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
Canada
76.75.71.39 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
Canada
66.79.226.243 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
Canada
199.255.209.71 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
Anonymous
Proxy
76.75.71.130 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
Canada
66.79.226.173 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
Canada
NEXICOM
dyn-dsl-ld-66-79-226-173.1000island.net[Whois] [Trace
69.22.179.100 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
United
States
66.79.246.166
prescott,
ont, Lansdowne
Rural Telephone Company
66.79.226.203 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
IP
country code:
CA
IP
address country:
Canada
IP
address state:
Yukon
Territory
IP
address city:
Lansdown98.124.41.182 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
IP
country code:
CA
IP
address country:
Canada
IP
address state:
Ontario
IP
address city:
Millbrook
IP
postcode:
l0a1g076.75.71.39 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
IP
country code:
CA
IP
address country:
Canada
IP
address state:
Ontario
IP
address city:
Lansdowne
IP
postcode:
k0e1g0
IP
address latitude:
60.2667
IP
address longitude:
-134.283366.79.226.243 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
IP
country code:
CA
IP
address country:
Canada
IP
address state:
Yukon
Territory
IP
address city:
Lansdowne199.255.209.71 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
IP
country code:
A1
IP
address country:
Anonymous
Proxy
IP
address state:
n/a
IP
address city:
n/a
IP
address latitude:
0.0000
IP
address longitude:
0.0000
ISP
of this IP [?]:
AnchorFree
Organization:
WebSystemConsulting
Host
of this IP: [?]:
is199-255-209-71.anchorfree.com [Who]76.75.71.130 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
IP
country code:
CA
IP
address country:
Canada
IP
address state:
Ontario
IP
address city:
Lansdowne
IP
postcode:
k0e1g0
IP
address latitude:
60.2667
IP
address longitude:
-134.283366.79.226.173 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
IP
country code:
CA
IP
address country:
Canada
IP
address state:
Yukon
Territory
IP
address city:
Lansdowne
IP
address latitude:
60.2667
IP
address longitude:
-134.2833NEXICOM
Organization:
Lansdowne
Rural Telephone Companydyn-dsl-ld-66-79-226-173.1000island.net[Whois] [Trace
69.22.179.100 [Whois] [Reverse IP]
IP
country code:
US
IP
address country:
United
States
IP
address state:
California
IP
address city:
Torrance
IP
postcode:
90503
So what does this mean, omeone stiole my password, well maybe they are the ones that stole my email password (everyone said I was paraniod) and deleted my oldest account full of business contacts, pen pals and persoanl info. Maybe, Maybe....you are a cunt lady.
Wednesday, 8 August 2012
They want to cement something in my Mind
Its family alright, they just stated who my fourth grade teacher was........well. They came to Toronto, to find out more about me. They aligned themselves with a group, knowingly or unknowingly.
This group has had a few name changes to it here they are...
oldest to newest.
The Saint Jamestown Police.
The Pedophile Hunters.
The HIV Hunters.
currently,
The People for People Against People with HIV.
(these uncreative and talentless hacks even stole their last name title from a movie, titled Eagle Eye. Its from the scene in an electronic store when the computer talks to the two main characters.)
This group has had a few name changes to it here they are...
oldest to newest.
The Saint Jamestown Police.
The Pedophile Hunters.
The HIV Hunters.
currently,
The People for People Against People with HIV.
(these uncreative and talentless hacks even stole their last name title from a movie, titled Eagle Eye. Its from the scene in an electronic store when the computer talks to the two main characters.)
Sunday, 5 August 2012
Its August Long Weekend here...
Long Weekends are always the worst for me in Toronto. Every bum fuck is off work and as the day progresses they get more drunk or something. They yell more and more. Friday was unbearable, and I flipped out a bit a few times. Women yelling and yelling,. ....they think everyone is going to think I am crazy and hearing voices, thank God there are others responding to them now not just me....they are leaving me alone today because I have been sleeping most the day as I have pulled a groin muscle and can't really walk. Men had to say, leave him alone if you bother him when he is in pain you will look totally lack of any type of humanity and the worst of all people. A cuple deviant, defiant bitches had to be told that a few times....so mainly calm today...always tomorrow, and my recovery to look forward to.
A funny little side note about these woman. one once told me "The internet is not an appropriate place to meet men.: I asked well where is? She responded.
"The Beer Store".........................Holy fucking shit did I laugh my ass off, the beer store, I asked if that was in the returns lines or purchase line or just hanging out in the parking lot of the beer store...she told me to fuck off ...LOL, LMAO........
A funny little side note about these woman. one once told me "The internet is not an appropriate place to meet men.: I asked well where is? She responded.
"The Beer Store".........................Holy fucking shit did I laugh my ass off, the beer store, I asked if that was in the returns lines or purchase line or just hanging out in the parking lot of the beer store...she told me to fuck off ...LOL, LMAO........
Wednesday, 1 August 2012
The Rumblings
So the dislike I was expecting from most of Toronto seems to be gearing up. That is the part Toronto that pays attenntion to the yelling and screaming. Now I have to call it just a constant white snow blur over it.
A constant hum, of woman yelling at me mostly, but others as well. Obscene language and thoughts, yelled into neioghboourhoods. Gay businesses being attaccked from the outside more so when I am around. So the gay business and patrons harras me to leave. Hoping these woman yelling my name go away and they have a few less disruptions.
I Hear You,
Now fuck off.
I have heard what you want to say,
acknowledged it, those are your opinions,
Now fuck off,
go away.
why a person,
You HATE so much,
A person you loath,
their lifestyle, the way they look,
Talk and dress,
Why follow me?
What is you obsession?
....Fuck off,
I don't want to know you.....
If you hate me, why try so hard everyday, for me to acknowledge you and give you the respect I should you say
...I don't know you....
Why is my opinion and acknowledgement so important to you why is my respect so important to you...Where do you do you see me: as in relation to your peers..above it all?
Why is my respect so valuable to you?
A constant hum, of woman yelling at me mostly, but others as well. Obscene language and thoughts, yelled into neioghboourhoods. Gay businesses being attaccked from the outside more so when I am around. So the gay business and patrons harras me to leave. Hoping these woman yelling my name go away and they have a few less disruptions.
I Hear You,
Now fuck off.
I have heard what you want to say,
acknowledged it, those are your opinions,
Now fuck off,
go away.
why a person,
You HATE so much,
A person you loath,
their lifestyle, the way they look,
Talk and dress,
Why follow me?
What is you obsession?
....Fuck off,
I don't want to know you.....
If you hate me, why try so hard everyday, for me to acknowledge you and give you the respect I should you say
...I don't know you....
Why is my opinion and acknowledgement so important to you why is my respect so important to you...Where do you do you see me: as in relation to your peers..above it all?
Why is my respect so valuable to you?
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