Saturday, 21 May 2016

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another great day in "Shit Show Toronto"

So as most of you have told me, not all but a lot of you. Stop with the photos and writing. Well all my writing I have, but since I can't get my back up drives from a "friend" and someone got on this hard drive and deleted about 12 to 15 folders of photos and placed a single blurred image in them expect one folder that has a music file in it titled. "Isn't that a huge bitch" Thank you all for your support of the shitty irrelevant writing and photos I take.


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Thursday, 12 May 2016

When I am with another ONE
It reminds me of a time,
Before I knew of all that surrounds
Watching and Listening to me
Just breathing
I send my mind and body to
A place where I felt safe
With ONE other at my side
Both wrapped tightly into ONE.
Without him I could not have been able to travel
Back in time to be ONE
Without another ONE
At my side
That sees with the same  eyes as mine
honestly
Time becomes easy to us
 I am with ONE
That can see eternity.
Remembering  time without watching
Eyes free,
we are both ONE
Fallen and returning
 let them go watching
Remembering they were not always there
Watching
An end is near for them screaming
Remembering I am not the only ONE
And I need another ONE
that have eyes that can see eternity


Free for we are both ONES not  living
fallen on our knees, for a time with all watching,
we where asking for something to make us stronger,
asking to understand,
all that were screaming
that thought we knelt weakened,
From that screaming
we rise to reside past
Them,
filled with hate and screaming
 trying to hold us in a place in time
familiar only to them unchanging.
Blood to spill out of us,
for payment, still not forgiven
for we are, beautiful and  pleasant, beings
they scream
those screams now silent,
forgotten immediately, when we stand with
our backs to them, past that time they try to hold us in,
knowing it wouldn't last
we watch ourselves living out eternity
without that hate, that doesn't exist
to hold us in one place, the present
A moment in time
Believed
Seeing us as that one sin
Nothing before
Nothing to come
From us held in one place
We are constantly reminded of one sin
Never to he forgiven they think

when everything exist all at once
 in one place
time bends around us
 our memories can be replayed
lived again
The future exists at the same time
here is all of existence to us
this is living for eternity.....it never ends
that energy that is the ONE,
that created a time and space
 to live eternity in.


And I need another ONE that has eyes
That can see eternity.

To travel to a time when they no longer exist
Free of them
We are both ONE fallen
No one screaming
Live, Live, Live


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Over the shoulder in the mirror
Now sees
The scars of another's life appear to me
My eyes witness never seen, but by the one
That endured that pain inflicted
By them in blindfaith of him
 now healed
I understand and believe who I am
Fallen, I am the one lashed in front of them all
Humbled at the very center of him
all
In the City of God, watched
As every lash healed before the next could
Split open my skin again
To expose the sin
My inside seen
Revealing  me
Each split second
Each time for all to see beneath
My skin
That sin exposed hundreds of times
overlapping
Finally no longer able
To weep sin out from beneath my skin
Now all that can be witnessed is its callousness of me
My mirror revealed that to me
Seen.
I hear them again in the distance
Chanting
Live, Live,  Live
Live, Live, Live
I am the first ONE
Fallen from Heaven