Monday, 8 August 2016

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So I went out the other night. I meet a guy named Tim spent no more then 40 mins ..and hetecare the texts he sent just hours after our meeting.
All have agendas, that come meet me.

Mmmm I like!  Now what other hard cock or 7 can we find to tear yer hole apart the way a sexy woman um I mean hot bottom boy like you can fulfil your submissive moans and high pitched squeals when you see a that massive man meat dripping with pre cum directly aimed at your butt smacking lips hungry for cum and a good ole fashioned homo on homo ass pounding!   Me the dirty cum whore I am positioned under your hole licking the top's musky moist cock as it slides out of your tasty hole like a well lubed machine!  As each dirty pig top pulls out and the next falls in position to take his anticipated turn!  Your blindfolded eyes and your pink G soaked tongue cleaning machine ready to taste each musky cum soaked cock clean, cause were the classy whores on the block!   Full Top Cock treatment as advertised on out BBRT add states.   Then maybe we can get some half wit tops for me when it's my turn for my ass-squatch hole to get it's greedy chapped and wrinkled ass lips a feeding!  Of course with me in the sling we will half to blindfold all the tops and double lock doors to keep them there!  If a blindfold slips off and the get a peak at what's naked and terrified from the guttural sounds echoing deep from my anally stretched and asbestos filled death valley of a hole from only because a poor gay bottom boy like me improvised with what ever landfill debris i could get my dirty little paws on to make some homemade ass toys like I saw in the fancy boy toy cropped t-shirt boys I saw in the magazines At the local pussy palace emporium where only people wearing disguises would dare finger through those devil worshiping dirty unfit to enter a church of god, obviously there helpless engorged cocks uncontrolled and unchristian back then pointing to devil porn already lost causes and to late for an exorcism that could lead them pointing in the direction of salvation and life long repenting to maybe just maybe get back on the christian train marching like the lord's little soldiers dragging their testicals  shamefully and bleached clean of the mind's filth, an ammonia stench that will follow them as a reminder of how close they came to the slutty whorish cum filled mindless  gay sex forbidden by all of God's fucked flock unaware that the rest of the world was decades ahead in their sexual guilt free revolution!

I hope my half hour text is not sent for nothing?  Forgot to even as you if you can read?  Lol

Ok see what (blank) does to my clog filled pnp brain the day after!   Poor me unable to stop my high witty banter the whole time thing Im entertaining when really a blocked button away from all The innocent gays that were unfortunate to cross my path as I trolled for sex or in my case victims of my dirty mindedcripts proving the judges ruling of 60 days psychiatric evaluation.  Lol  ok now I hope you got your hole the pounding it deserved!  My role only to eat and get it sloppy wet for a quick entry for the lucky cock who sniffed your hole out like any good manly horny male would do!  Chat soon!  Delete this text asap as read so it cannot be used in any reputation damaging future chance of me showing my loveless, relationship yearning face in public!  I can here the whispers behind my back now!  "That stocky little troll is nuts!"


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Sunday, 24 July 2016

Very small section from some of my writing (red type taken from King James Bible)

here is a small section from a something I "was" working on...Fall of Love..


He has me blocked its dark inside my thoughts

unable to find a way through this maze of stone that now envelpoes me



You thought I would not be able to speak directly to you again. 
They see him... that now he has the devil inside, 
I have done you a favor hiding him inside this mountain from them, now alone now allow me,
right along side you again.
Legion is sitting inside his head... at your right side. , 
You hear me! I guide his right hand, right into his flesh, just as you guided me when I sat to the right (side of you) of your throne. Glance down - its empty, no one to fill what you through away. I now take. his place.

"What shall a man give in exchange for his soul" "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world and loose his soul."

Shall I entertain myself while I wait...Your own son (laughing)" I will not be ashamed of me and my words I have   him utter here now sinful generation, shall I make the Son of Man be ashamed when he cometh in front of his father with Holy Angels."  again
I shall send him out of this place, bloodied and scarred, 


again,  I guide his hand. his mind is mine
He cannot hide his actions, they will see his way, as me, lost in thought,  now bleeding, 
self inflicted, hate of who he is....its shameful don't you agree,
he hates himself, today....I am helping him to see....again some understanding getting to close to you once again. hope you enjoy seeing my pain cut into his arms for eternity, for him to have to explain Now your own son has the pain you inflict on me, to explain.

Saturday, 21 May 2016

Thanks to all that visited in the last 30 days.

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another great day in "Shit Show Toronto"

So as most of you have told me, not all but a lot of you. Stop with the photos and writing. Well all my writing I have, but since I can't get my back up drives from a "friend" and someone got on this hard drive and deleted about 12 to 15 folders of photos and placed a single blurred image in them expect one folder that has a music file in it titled. "Isn't that a huge bitch" Thank you all for your support of the shitty irrelevant writing and photos I take.


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Thursday, 12 May 2016

When I am with another ONE
It reminds me of a time,
Before I knew of all that surrounds
Watching and Listening to me
Just breathing
I send my mind and body to
A place where I felt safe
With ONE other at my side
Both wrapped tightly into ONE.
Without him I could not have been able to travel
Back in time to be ONE
Without another ONE
At my side
That sees with the same  eyes as mine
honestly
Time becomes easy to us
 I am with ONE
That can see eternity.
Remembering  time without watching
Eyes free,
we are both ONE
Fallen and returning
 let them go watching
Remembering they were not always there
Watching
An end is near for them screaming
Remembering I am not the only ONE
And I need another ONE
that have eyes that can see eternity


Free for we are both ONES not  living
fallen on our knees, for a time with all watching,
we where asking for something to make us stronger,
asking to understand,
all that were screaming
that thought we knelt weakened,
From that screaming
we rise to reside past
Them,
filled with hate and screaming
 trying to hold us in a place in time
familiar only to them unchanging.
Blood to spill out of us,
for payment, still not forgiven
for we are, beautiful and  pleasant, beings
they scream
those screams now silent,
forgotten immediately, when we stand with
our backs to them, past that time they try to hold us in,
knowing it wouldn't last
we watch ourselves living out eternity
without that hate, that doesn't exist
to hold us in one place, the present
A moment in time
Believed
Seeing us as that one sin
Nothing before
Nothing to come
From us held in one place
We are constantly reminded of one sin
Never to he forgiven they think

when everything exist all at once
 in one place
time bends around us
 our memories can be replayed
lived again
The future exists at the same time
here is all of existence to us
this is living for eternity.....it never ends
that energy that is the ONE,
that created a time and space
 to live eternity in.


And I need another ONE that has eyes
That can see eternity.

To travel to a time when they no longer exist
Free of them
We are both ONE fallen
No one screaming
Live, Live, Live


_-----------------------

Over the shoulder in the mirror
Now sees
The scars of another's life appear to me
My eyes witness never seen, but by the one
That endured that pain inflicted
By them in blindfaith of him
 now healed
I understand and believe who I am
Fallen, I am the one lashed in front of them all
Humbled at the very center of him
all
In the City of God, watched
As every lash healed before the next could
Split open my skin again
To expose the sin
My inside seen
Revealing  me
Each split second
Each time for all to see beneath
My skin
That sin exposed hundreds of times
overlapping
Finally no longer able
To weep sin out from beneath my skin
Now all that can be witnessed is its callousness of me
My mirror revealed that to me
Seen.
I hear them again in the distance
Chanting
Live, Live,  Live
Live, Live, Live
I am the first ONE
Fallen from Heaven


Tuesday, 5 April 2016

Had to post something mashed together from here there and now

When I am with another ONE
It reminds me of a time,
Before I knew all that surrounds
Me.
Watching or Listening to me breath.
I am sent mind and body back to that time.
I feel safe there, with him
Both wrapped tightly into ONE.
Alone I would not have been able to travel
Back in time
With another ONE
Time becomes easy to use
Remembering  time without watching.
Now allows me a time to go to when
Watching does not exist again
 I am with another ONE,
That can see eternity.
Eyes free, we both ONE
Fallen and returning to ONE
After we let them watching go.
Remembering they were not always there
An end is there.
Remembering I am not the only ONE
And I need another ONE that has eyes
that also see eternity.

When I am with him it reminds me of a time
before I knew they were all around watching.
\Sent back in time both mind and body and I feel safe there again,
with him.
Then I travel to when they no longer exist.
And I am with another that sees living eternity
Free for we are both ONES
fallen on our knees, for a time with all watching,
we where asking for something to make us stronger,
asking to understand, all that were screaming
that thought we knelled weakened,
because of them.
we rise from our knees to reside past them,
filled with hate and screaming
 trying to hold us in a place in time
familiar only to them unchanging.
our blood to spill out of us,
for payment, still not forgiven
for we are, beautiful and  pleasant, beings
they scream
those screams now silent,
forgotten immediately, when we stand with
our backs to them, past that time they try to hold us in,
knowing it wouldn't last
we watch ourselves living out eternity
without that hate, that doesn't exist
to hold us in on;y one place, and ti,me
to believe way to see us.
when everything exist at the same time in one place
time bends around us and our memories can be replayed
lived again and the future exists at the same time
here is all of existence us,
this is living for eternity.....it never ends
that energy that is the ONE,
that created time and space to live eternity in.






_-----------------------

Over the shoulder
Now sees in the mirror,with these eyes new
but seen before.
The scars of another's life appear
My eyes witness never seen put by the one
That endured them now healed.
I understand and believe who I am
Fallen, I am the one lashed in front of them all
Humbled at the very center of him
In the City of God, watched
As every lash heal before the next released
The skin cut wide for all to see inside
Revealing the sin in me
For a split second each time for all to see
That sin exposed  hundreds of times
overlapping each other
 nolonger able. when whipped
To weep sin out of my skin
Now all that can be witnessed is its callousness.
My mirror revealed that to me .to relive and remember
what happenned to me previously

Had to post something mashed together from here there and now

When I am with another ONE
It reminds me of a time,
Before I knew all that surrounds
Me.
Watching or Listening to me breath.
I am sent mind and body back to that time.
I feel safe there, with him
Both wrapped tightly into ONE.
Alone I would not have been able to travel
Back in time
With another ONE
Time becomes easy to use
Remembering  time without watching.
Now allows me a time to go to when
Watching does not exist again
 I am with another ONE,
That can see eternity.
Eyes free, we both ONE
Fallen and returning to ONE
After we let them watching go.
Remembering they were not always there
An end is there.
Remembering I am not the only ONE
And I need another ONE that has eyes
That can see eternity.

(When I am with him it reminds me of a time
before I knew they were all around watching.
I am sent back in time both mind and body and I feel safe there with him.
Then I travel forward to a time when they no longer exist. And I am with another that sees living eternity
Free for we are both ONE fallen)


_-----------------------

Over the shoulder in the mirror
Now sees
The scars of another's life appear
My eyes witness never seen put by the one
That endured them now healed.
I understand and believe who I am
Fallen, I am the one lashed in front of them all
Humbled at the very center of him all
In the City of God, watched
As every lash heal before the next could expose
My inside again.
Revealing the sin in me
For a split second each time for all to see
That sin exposed till hundreds
Of them overlapping
 nolonger able
To weep sin out of my skin
Now all that can be witnessed is its callousness.
My mirror revealed that to me .