Wednesday, 28 December 2011

Last nite someone made me smile fanilly. Thanks you are one Witty Bastad.

Taken by Peter, while people yelled outside at me.



Don't  i look like I am having fun. Peter read I had a vision last nit. I am a very visual person. I am glad the pictures you took help explain what I can see without that lens (I see what you are clicking at the same tim and show me to see confirming something of myself)
As well  see you with a slightly different hair style. As you talked about Fashion I saw the hair at the back of your neck should be a bit longer and curly, and the top greasy.

with pomade LOL not natural essence...LOL



P.S. LOOK T ME>>>FUCKIN HOT BODY MAN..Damn


Monday, 19 December 2011

A Section of "The Fall of Love" UPDATED today Dec21-11

He lays in grey mud bleeding, with rain and snow lightly covering him.

I am strong enough,
even to carry this pain handed down abandoned - I feel heavy now, burden with something Blunt.
for yourself and this so called unforgivable sin
NOOO..
this is mine and yours, not my followers.
don't cast them from our heavenly place
this sin, let me carry its weight,
alone,
please stop
casting them
they are your children as well
this evil will make you,
unforgivable.
for the rest of life and beyond (your sin) eternity
(it will be never ending)
(eternity)
GOD _ they fall amongst thorns and the thorns choke them.
Why must you punish,
by striking us down?

whipped and burned

by my own creators right hand,
Its I that scorches this place , no root is deep enough for your tree it will wither away.
beaten down,
I just wanted to understand
what it felt like,
and why it was forbidden
but granted to them,
those men made in your image,
love, the children of GOD
you understand it,
you have it
but we are left lacking the most important thing,
and punished for wondering and asking why,
we cant love anything,
so I have only lost one love, as I could have had never, loved you
You had it forbidden,
Now here I am, looking up
at love
I found it, I had it,
you took it away from me
and have kept it,
there with you,
locked away,
I guess you have it, in your heart,
It was mine and not yours to take,
I hate,
today.
for the first time, I understand what hate,
can do
it has created something new.
willed by me, this burnt ground
we all knell, now,
Not only you,
have how the power see oneself
I have just willed hell,
a creation?
created by me, exists by, My God, I willed creation.
My GOD what have you done to me,
I stand in the middle, of something I never thought of before,
Where did this idea of this place come from,
I have willed a terrible place into existence
This place existed deep inside my mind?
Love is an incredible place
I have created the opposite ,
I know from where I knell,
it's Hell
Love is an exceptional place
You
I now have no on else but myself?
To ask for forgiveness
for creating this place
The will to hate,
Only God would punish by replacing love
with hate
Two things we weren't allowed,
Now my only thoughts are of these two things,
How can I replace this Hate.
So than ascending all of us back up to our rightful place.
in heaven, Amen,
God, I hate, today,
I will try to help you understand what it feels like to to have something
you want and need taken away.

We will be,
We will Hate
for you and all you have created (you create)
taken away from us, with greedy hands
not sharing one of the most incredible things, Love
so extreme ,
but this one down here (reference Lilth that is there in the shadows)
does not compare to my love locked away
take care, my dear, I will be there with you again.
Please send your tears here, down to me, before I disappear into the darkness
Unable to have you peer down on me,
Good bye LOVE,
for what already feels like an eternity.
"And I say to the mountain and these rocks. Fall on us and hide us from the face of him that sitteth on the throne and from the wrath of the Lamb"


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Lilith and Lucifer meet

How art fallen from heaven ("O lucifer son o the morning!) How art thou cut done to the ground, did something weaken God, and he lost hold of some of his angels
"Behold, I come as a their. Blessed i he that watcheth and keepth his garments"Lest he walk naked and see his shame. (Damian)
For all to see, my nakedness, my skin bleeds
That is why I have no clothes.
All of me to see.


My dear, mistress why do wander to my side.
I lie, here quietly, why bother with me.

Adam does cry, .
I have come looking for something.
Why come searching for me. bleeding here.
beneath.
Do you think I have something of yours?
hidden in my pockets kept from you, so you can't see...... it, hidden.
Nothing that is not mine, to conceal
Nothing that was in your possession and I came and took without your permission.
No crime committed.
Why come searching for me.
mistress

(who wants to be a queen? ) (Ruler of Sheba)

your partner weeps, go back to him. he needs you obviously or he wouldn't weep.
there is something missing,
there,
your were created for each other,
just you not created as you think equal but He used filth and sediment instead of pure dust.
just you, are below him,
remember, (giggles), now does it make more sense, maybe that is the only reason you wander.
starting to see the subtle differences, he puts in place?
Just need to ask the right questions to see,
understand me?

And me being here is a coincidence. I'm sure,
We've just crossed paths, you weren't searching for me.
You don't even know who I am or my name.
Just me lying beneath, your feet,
here today, as I am, bleeding.

You are Lucifer,
Am I? How do you know I am Lucifer? I could agree but what proof would there be?
you are the one in all my dreams,
I could lie and say I am another, what proof would there be either way.
That I am this Lucifer, you search for today.
All my life I have yearned for
Me or what about him, he could be Lucifer,
Who's to say, he's quit attractive wouldn't you say.
I know Adam would be jealous of that face. (laughs again)
Don't try to set me up with her, I have enough dirt under my nails from all this here,
oh shut up over there.
So go wander back to Adam and stop him from crying please.
its getting a bit annoying, I can hear him in the distance.
whining.
My wife's a whore she's left my side, she's filth.
forevermore, but bring her back to my side, my father knows what's best.
He says!
If not, I can still hear the ones down here, I'll let you know what they say,
(Laughing) do what they say or they will drown you...(laughing) they are nasty today, I wonder if I have anything to do with that
.(LOOKINNG AT DAMIAN, BOTH LAUGHING)
Most likely(damain) You have had your part in this as well, you do stand at my side.
I want deny that, I know my place in this mix..(Laughing)
Under his breath, Adam is muttering she's a bitch (both Laughing and Lilith starts as well a bit)
two adjectives for u today, you are filth and a bitch. how does that make you feel?
(laughing)
maybe she does belong with us, they are pissed.
Well she won't admit it, but she is suppose to lie beneath him.
Just like us.
They are most likely, up there, calling us filthy bastards and bitches as well.
Oh Adam, stop the whining.
Oh God give him what he wants, pleeease. (laughing)
I give her the right to strangle any man that sleeps alone.
While he dreams.
She will be the Queen of Sheba, she'll do as she is told.
I know how this will play out,
He can't have her murdered now,
only threats she'll endure when she leaves us, here,
She can see the darkness that lies in us all.
That protects her. She is one of us now.
forevermore, Amen.
(God he is one whiny little bastard, as well)
Go to hell.


I know we have never meet before, but I see you every time
I close my eyes and yearn to be at your side.
No...!
I know you and I are to meet.
No. your Mistaken. go away
I need something, I know you have it. (taken away)
Do I (smiling), I have not taken anything,
How do you know that....you look a little lost, maybe you need to find you way, and thats what you are looking for.
Not Me. Mistaken.
There is warmth I can feel radiating from you. It comes from inside you,
you're bright you are filled with light,
You don't even cast a shadow of yourself. like rest. of us
Maybe you came looking for me because you need me to shine a light,
to show you something. to show you the way.

You need to see?

Tuesday, 6 December 2011

Yes, I am a Filthy Bastard..

A Page from Bible (King James Version)


"That seeing they may see, and not perceive, and hearing they my hear, and not understand, lest at any time thy should be converted, and their sins should be forgiven them"

"And these are they which are sown among thorns, such as hear the word"

Saturday, 3 December 2011

Since my last post

It has been nonstop in this city with people yelling out over the city. I have woman in my neighbourhood everyone of my waking hours, going on and on about what I am doing. They are still following me...Came across to guys last night and what are they doing...moving that i so many now....The solution I was given is "just move" where its all over the city.
I am constantly having people let me know I am being monitored (why i don't anymore). Trying to get my attention, insulting me, degrading my writing as I am trying to write it. My ability to work is nonexistence, they follow me all over...I have been so distracted by them I have almost walked into traffic three times. So how can I get anything done.